I think my life revolves around the word 'wait', and so does many others, including YOU.

I usually categorize wait into 3.. the temporary wait; the permanent wait; and the miscellaneous.

the temporary wait is something like anticipation, for instance, a birthday, your birthday. take that as an example, your birthday is coming in 5 days, ur adrenaline is pumping, you cant wait, but u still have to. its hobson's choice.. yadaa yadaa, 5 days past, ITS UR BIRTHDAY, but in a blink of an eye, its gone again.. poof, disappear, u gotta wait ANOTHER year for it.

then theres the permanent wait. its like age, when u cant wait to be 18, so that u can drink alcohol, watch m18, shag and whatsoever legally. and once ure 18, u will never be able to turn back the time. time doesnt come to a standstill, it proceeds on, but ure permanently 18, and u dont have to wait for it any longer. u can drink, shag, smoke all you want, theres no stopping u. its all upright; lawful!

then of cuz u have de frustrating everyday waits, like waiting for a damn bus, waiting for the skies to fall, waiting for someone to drop hints, waiting for the iron to warm up before you strike, waiting for lectures to end, waiting for someone to shut up, waiting for this and waiting for that.. and i think most of our waits are predominantly THIS kinda wait.

altho this post is kinda nonsense, cuz theres no stand or wadever, i think it makes perfect sense, and i just feel the urge to post this. i think i spend 2/3 of my life waiting.. even sleeping is a form of waiting, to wait for the dawn to break, to wait for a new day. see everything revolves around the word, or rather the action 'wait'..

so, never underestimate the word at all. patience is a virtue, how true, but can u be patient for 2/3 of ur life?

oh anw, i came across this article this morning, about a really gruesome death in UK, some guy named simon sthg, was poured in petrol(or petroleum, or wadever i cant rmb, i just rmb its OIL), forced to gurgle some of it as well, and set on fire, while being tied to a tree.

the worst part is that this all arose from a WOMAN. theres this complicated love triangle thing, and 2 guys got really jealous and decided to do that to intimidate the poor guy. hes only 17yo, and he has a dream to be some form of host or entertainer i think.. i really pity him. well, i cant believe humanity has evolved into this, where reality is crude and can be harsher.

jealousy and wrath are sins, and if combined, can be really fatal..

Matt Shirvington rocks :)

hes not the best but still.. hes good.

10s for 100m omg. thats my goal lols.


oh theres no school today, so here i am, just wasting my day away.

No boundaries is a reallllllly nice song,

at least the melody is worth complimenting lol.

adam lambert'S version is definitely APPALLING.

listen to it yourself and u will know what i mean.

Kris's version is similar to David cook's time of my life,

gentler and singable LOL.

I think that i have a rather 'thin-skinned' tongue,

it always got scraped and tends to hurt,

i hate it whenever it happens as i will lose my appetite thereafter.

its like ur tongue feels so dry and rough and yet u cant put a plaster over,

and whenever u try to 'lick' it or sthg, it hurts terribly.

anyway, i finally passed my first test this year, 16/25 for my maths :)

thats worth celebrating actually, since this sparks off some motivation to at least work harder

to get that pass for my other subjects.

this is kinda ironic actually, since passing was never an option.

also, someone dissed me off today, and its similar to sthg which happened recently.

SO, i dont get to run for colosseum AT ALL.

kindawasted my effort today actually, since my alleged plan was not to come school

since im SOOOOOOOO darn dog-tired.

i will post up some pictures soon as soon as YL send me those pictures.

i cant believe i was that naive to get tricked into sthg too.

ugh.

oh, ive been drinking so much water recently that i often wake up needing to ans nature's call.

any help? dont ask me to drink less, its friggin hot!

I FAILED CHEM AGAIN.. ohwell.

nvm.

anyway, recently ive been following Britain's got Talent 09,

especially Shaun Smith and Susan Boyle(go search for them).

rather amusing, but i didnt think they did as well as they did previously in the auditions.

sure enough, both got through to the finals.

its amazing how such a simple competition has got most of the world on their feet,

and i realised im not the only follower of the show, many singaporeans too.

on the other hand, imagine Sg idol, would the world even give a damn about us?

american idol has made such an uproar(obviously bcuz kris won instead of adam),

that it is even published in OUR newspapers.

i pity our country tho, and local stars.

its almost impossible to expand our careers worldwide,

hollywood dreams? forget it.

oh and i realised that i can have a rather deep conversation with nicholas.

kinda interesting how we can actually hold a conversation since 4 to about 6+

and our topics are definitely not the 'you watch porn? got gf anot?' kinda topic la.

i can grasp quite a fair bit of analytical skills from the way he described things.

and im feelin darn hot now,

ugh, WHY CANT SINGAPORE SNOW?

oh KRIS ALLEN won AI8,
yay.Next will be me on stage LOL

Unglamness post no2 :D
candidate 1: PEKCHUN, our cute lil model CG rep
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Candidate no2: YYY, the lamer. hello YYY, i know ure reading this. Congrats, ure on cam :D

Candidate no3: Neville, our wushu cap.

omg

Thats all for today :D
tune in again soon for part 3

HELLO DEBRA I KNOW URE GONNA READ THIS. DONT WORRY LA PICTURES QUALITY QUITE BAD :D
I still think im so cute, yes?

yay :)

THE MUHAMMAD INTEPRETATION OF THE GRADES FOR A'LEVELS.
I ONLY COPIED AND PASTED FROM DE MSN WINDOW, NOT MINE.

U - UR BALLS CAN GO FUCK THEMSELVES!
S - SUCK COCK BODOH! WHERE YOU WANT TO GO!?!!
E - EAT MY SHIT BITCH!
D - DEY.......Fuck YOU!
C - CHI BAI! YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME!
B - BASTARD! YOU'RE ALMOST THERE!
A - ANAL MAN ANAL!!!!!!!

lol, this is so wtf.

i lost my GC!!!!!!
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and i got more pimples.
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sianzibua la.
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uhms, all's clear now, im supposed to run for 100m, but due to messed up info, i didnt get to run.

INFO FAILURE.

and im running 4x100m now, which is sthg i absolutely dont look forward to.

i have no more motivation. ugh

tmr's a killer, theres econs test, pretty much screwed.

got back phy test, great number 5/25.. wtf, i lost like 7-8marks due to carelessness, tho i would

still fail.. but still..

then theres so much to rush, PBL and GPP.

singapore's education system sucks seriously, students are suffering, i cant wait to emigrate

somewhere else.

and the fucking hot weather aint helping much either..

anyway Shaun Smith is pretty cool, love his voice.

and MATT SHIRVINGTON IS MY NEW FOUND IDOL.

guess im not really updating my dailybooth aas much as i hope to, cuz this damn comp is always

lagging and i dont have an extra USB cable to plug the cam in. so it will be an occasional event

kinda thing.

this comp's condition is deteriorating by the day, bet it wont even function in a while more.

once that happens, i will use it as a venting bag, for kicking.

mein ganzkörper schmerzt!!!!!!!

ICH BIN MÜDE!

warning: gonna be full of vulgarities

i feel fucking indignant now.
this is like a blardy disappointing year.
ive been brought up in hopes so damn many times but everything just came crashing down.
i feel fucking toyed by fate, as if i was never meant to do anything great this year at all.
first disappointment was not being able to join the damn wushu competition.
well i wasnt good enough, and i was the 11th person, which is soooooooooo fucking shuay!
they only can send 10 people and i gotta be the number 11th. it sucks fking much..
second disappointment is NOT getting inside the exco team, ive did so much, tried so hard, even designing the damn shirt and writing a script.. but i didnt even get ANY position. maybe a sub comm, but wads de fucking use when its not even recognized?
third was NOT being able to join the 100m dash for colosseum.. the other day, during the trials, i was told i was the fastest then, and i thot there was no other trials. the coordinators even offered me to run 100m, the relay and 200. i was exhilarated actually, then i dont see my name in de heats, cuz i wasnt selected for i wasnt fast enough. im like WTF? they were like raising my hopes so much during the trials and then this happened.. i feel like a fucktard, cuz every single fucking thing i was looking forward to gave me setbacks. all my other friends get like every single thing they are hoping to get, like posts, the positions, the opportunity to run blahblahblah.. maybe i shouldnt even have tried anything.. my life in MJC is so fucked up.
oh did i mention im the econs rep cuz i had no other choices? which is a third teal(wadever de spelling) leader. MOE does like me too, giving me leadership in my PW group, which is practically useless as well. im fading into common-ness now, im not gonna strive for anything except maybe studies, even the shuttle run 'champs' thingy, even if i have 8.7s.. it will come crashing down again. strike the fucking iron while its hot, what bullshit, the inventor of this phrase should just get burnt by a iron..

gestern
I felt the extreme ends of frustration and sweet happiness.

my anticipation for ironman ended in despair cause of blardy stitches.

i deserved it actually, cuz i was stupid enough to gorge myself with energy bars and bloat myself

before the run, thinking it will be good. stupidly enough, i ended up running in agony.

was delighted with my initial 2 rounds, 3mins+, about 1 and a half mins per round.

the subsequent rounds accompanied with stitches results in 2mins per round.

so there goes my A for 2.4, and IVE NEVER GOTTEN A B/C IN 2.4 EVER. just great.

Then sweet happiness, my PW group is the bomb! EVERYBODY in the group is from the group

which means easy communication, lotsa fun, and as YW pointed out, KBOX MEETINGS lmao.

Then, bittersweet emotions, lol, the damn phy test. it was MANAGEABLE, except i got damn

careless for the questions that im confident of.. like calculating the value of the wrong support for

the MCQ, writing TENSION IN THE WATER DUE TO ROPE ROFL.

ohwell.

Heute
Today was an okie day till chem prac, where my sensitive nose began to have its own toll on me.

okie maybe not the nose, but the blardy temperature and nature of experiment.

was forced between the fking hot weather, sudden cooling of the fan, profused perspiration, fine

powder going in and out of ur nose, and the extreme heating using the bunsen flame.

SO, i got sick, and till now, i still am.. my flu doesnt seem to cease.

Im hungry too, lol.

anyway uh, TODAY MY WONDERFUL DOG MADE A FKING MESS IN THE LIVING ROOM.

when i reached home,i was alr like a living dead, THEN I HAD TO WITNESS STHG SOOOO

GROSS. HE POOED ON THE DAMN COUCH, AND IT WAS SMELLY LIKE HELL, WORSE

WAS THAT HIS POO IS WATERY, SO I HAD TO CLEAR IT.

+ HIS LEGS AND ASS ARE STAINED, SO IT PRACTICALLY LEFT SHIT MARKS

EVERYWHERE HE PRANCED.

dammit man, i took like half an hour clearing the mess and HIM, before i can shower and rest.

took a nap cuz i was feelin so damn sick.

and i woke up now, with 6 msges everywhere lols.

TATA!:)

i got fucking chased home today, cuz i sniffed just after i entered the gate.

ohwell, had to take taxi home cuz they dont believe its sinus.

haha, so basically, i spent my day rotting away.

cant believe my wish actually came true, to not go school today,

tho not in this manner definitely..

means i have more time at my hands to study phy now,

but it also meant that napfa have to be delayed again.

ugh, i just cant wait to get those done and over with.

onset of laziness, i ended up not having lunch AGAIN.

man, i just cant take care of myself. lols

hint**** :)

alright, done for now.

aufwiedersehen.

xx