I
ACCIDENTALLY
SQUIRT
MUCH
WHITE
STUFF
ON
THE
BATHROOM
FLOOR
JUST
NOW,
AFTER
HAVING
MUCH
DIFFICULTY.
THE
SHAMPOO
BOTTLE
WAS
STUCK.
DAMN
My 2008
My year in 2008 has been rather fruitful so far.
in school, at home, physically, mentally, spiritually etc.
it will also put an end to my secondary school education.
ive learnt so many things that one cant purchase with cash.
ive learnt responsibility, as the president of CMs this year,
though i may not demonstrate to my fullest capability.
ive tried to live up to the reputation, although ive failed somehow.
nevertheless, i dont feel like a failure, but glad that i at least gave my shot at it.
im thankful for all the help ive received, from fellow peers(my other CMs), seniors(pei rong etc), and of course Mr Sara, and perhaps some others who contributed along the way as well.
academically wise, not much, just the usual things u gotta do at school, but im also grateful to
all my teachers who believed i can and i will. Mr Toh, Mrs Ang, Mrs Tan, Ms Woon, Mr Yeo etc..
Friends too, like at least now im clear of who my best mates are, how ive to react and act
to be a good friend too. So many of u i cant name all, but im sure u know who u are, those that
left an impact in my life, a footstep. thanks for accompanying me thru bad times and savouring the good times. love the shopping and outings with justin, kelvin etc, the joggings and soccer matches with the guys, the slackin times with Jane etc, the DDR sessions with jamie, the comical CM meetings with my CMs junhao, yuansong, mervyn, jy and de juniors, crazy times like that swimming at PY's bday party with fadhil, ahmed, ... the advisor guanhong, not forgettin my 2 best lame mates since sec1 muhd and lw too, whom i hang out with most, talked cock with most, played soccer with most, went lepak-ed with most etcccccc and all the really siao things that we did, esp the stupid 3-5consecutive days at airports 'studying'.. thats not all, all the other friends too, sorry uh, not possible to state every single person. well, ive finally learnto let go, of certain people. someone who everybody just persuaded me to cut off all contacts with.
ive also learnt to be a better brother, and maybe, a better son.
like the controlling of my materialistic nature. material goods are not everything.
also that 2 dreams who served as a wake up call.
ive also got my job at escape this year, and that made my year even more fulfilling.
made me gain some insights of how tough juggling jobs are. the friends ive made there are also really nice, and we are able to share our joys and woes of working, and other aspects of our life. also lynn and zoa esp, for our mahjong sessions lol.
furthermore, ive entered electone finals with some newly-made friends this year. really fun people and we even went kbox etc together. the effort and time spent for our Lian Ai-ING is simply priceless. also, we really appreciate the help of our teacher Ms Chua who spent sooooooooooooo much time thinkin of how to help us improve and providing all other treats, and the other group, the TEENS, who look upon us as friends instead of competitors. i didnt forget 1 girl, jacey, for shopping with me at bugis twice haha. i rmb the watermelons, mr noisy shirt and all other trivial things too.
i think ive matured(duh!) and became vain-er than before. also, i started learning guitar and gymnastics, stopped wushu became a little more hardworking. POCO only, meaning little in spanish. also, i spent money like nobody's business this year and became poorer. haha. kinda typical though.
i hope my new year will be as fruitful(or more) as this year, with more new friends and opportunities. also hope that i can stay in contact with as many people as possible. my resolution however, is to spend less money (:
i cant believe i wrote so much lol, not like anybody will bother reading anyway.
bet this is the only thing that all will notice.
HAPPY NEW YEAR soon everybody.
hopefully all can succeed in de new year and soarrrr.
and ALL OF US TO GET COLORFUL RESULTS FOR O'S.
auf wiedersehen!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
MERRRRRRY
XMASSSSSSSSS
XMASSSSSSSSS
EVERYBODY!!
Here's very good xmas lyrics, from the song My Grown Up Christmas List by Kelly Clarkson
Do you remember me
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you
With childhood fantasies
Well, I'm all grown up now
And still need help somehow
I'm not a child
But my heart still can dream
So here's my lifelong wish
My grown up christmas list
Not for myself
But for a world in need
No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
and wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list
As children we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely
Wrapped beneath our tree
Well heaven only knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A hurting human soul
No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list
What is this illusion called the innocence of youth
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth
(there'd be)
No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, oh
This is my grown up christmas list
This is my grown up christmas list.
SHORTUPDATE
Went to my auntie's house for xmas celebration just now.
watched crossroads, nice touching movie.
xchanged gifts, food blahblahblah, lotsa fun and some photos too, upload them another day:D
May all sufferings end and everybody to have ever-blessed days ahead(:
AUF WIEDERSEHEN UND FROHE WEIHNACHT!
mein wunsch: hoffenlich, ich kann mein spezielle person finden.
Here's very good xmas lyrics, from the song My Grown Up Christmas List by Kelly Clarkson
Do you remember me
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you
With childhood fantasies
Well, I'm all grown up now
And still need help somehow
I'm not a child
But my heart still can dream
So here's my lifelong wish
My grown up christmas list
Not for myself
But for a world in need
No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
and wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list
As children we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely
Wrapped beneath our tree
Well heaven only knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A hurting human soul
No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list
What is this illusion called the innocence of youth
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth
(there'd be)
No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, oh
This is my grown up christmas list
This is my grown up christmas list.
SHORTUPDATE
Went to my auntie's house for xmas celebration just now.
watched crossroads, nice touching movie.
xchanged gifts, food blahblahblah, lotsa fun and some photos too, upload them another day:D
May all sufferings end and everybody to have ever-blessed days ahead(:
AUF WIEDERSEHEN UND FROHE WEIHNACHT!
mein wunsch: hoffenlich, ich kann mein spezielle person finden.
Monday, December 22, 2008
moin!
havent update in a while now (:
firssstly, just to clear up some doubts, my hair and eyes were never black, brown BROWN,
just that i made it browner now lol.
anyway, i cant believe SINGAPORE LOST TO VIETNAM. i was there at the stadium with my family.. wasted 26bucks. verdamen est. sg only attack the left flank in the first half and then de right in de 2nd, so predictable.. also, they never take chances man, they shot soooo soft in front of an OPEN goal. süßeeeeee. and its forever long passes.
anyway i screwed up my electone showcase performance, ugh, they all complained it wasnt drama enough. and no more classes of ANY sorts till jan, yay!
few days more to christmas, and my schedule is already packed, bought some xmas-cum-bdaygift for myself lol, how pathetic. work, family xmas party, friends' church xmas party, staff party, class chalet, meetup with old german friends, and bday chalet. double yay!
in case i might forget,
HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO GUAN HONG in advance. :D
i will get u sthg dont worry lol
Auf wiedersehen! (:
havent update in a while now (:
firssstly, just to clear up some doubts, my hair and eyes were never black, brown BROWN,
just that i made it browner now lol.
anyway, i cant believe SINGAPORE LOST TO VIETNAM. i was there at the stadium with my family.. wasted 26bucks. verdamen est. sg only attack the left flank in the first half and then de right in de 2nd, so predictable.. also, they never take chances man, they shot soooo soft in front of an OPEN goal. süßeeeeee. and its forever long passes.
anyway i screwed up my electone showcase performance, ugh, they all complained it wasnt drama enough. and no more classes of ANY sorts till jan, yay!
few days more to christmas, and my schedule is already packed, bought some xmas-cum-bdaygift for myself lol, how pathetic. work, family xmas party, friends' church xmas party, staff party, class chalet, meetup with old german friends, and bday chalet. double yay!
in case i might forget,
HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO GUAN HONG in advance. :D
i will get u sthg dont worry lol
Auf wiedersehen! (:
Thursday, December 04, 2008
HALLO!
Work WOrk WORK,
thats my life now,
everyday.
well almost everyday.
worked bumper boat today,
got fking wet from rain plus the impatient kids of XXX school.
irrrrrrrrritating man.
they just cant wait for their turn,
cant wait for us to load them in boat,
cant wait to get into the 6-months-unchanged water etc..
i was hoping some of them falls inside de water lol, too bad it didnt happen.
their teachers arent exactly very smart either,
dunno the meaning of 2-by-2
THEY SPRAYED MY PANTS AND GOT MY HP WET
§"%$%&%$§&§//%
ohwell.
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pictures update (: im lazy to do more talking
In case ure wondering, the place is Marina Barrage(:
Bis Bald!!!!
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anyway,
HAPPY BDAY TO JUSTIN NG AND BENJAMIN.
my sexy friends lol.
Work WOrk WORK,
thats my life now,
everyday.
well almost everyday.
worked bumper boat today,
got fking wet from rain plus the impatient kids of XXX school.
irrrrrrrrritating man.
they just cant wait for their turn,
cant wait for us to load them in boat,
cant wait to get into the 6-months-unchanged water etc..
i was hoping some of them falls inside de water lol, too bad it didnt happen.
their teachers arent exactly very smart either,
dunno the meaning of 2-by-2
THEY SPRAYED MY PANTS AND GOT MY HP WET
§"%$%&%$§&§//%
ohwell.
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pictures update (: im lazy to do more talking
In case ure wondering, the place is Marina Barrage(:
Bis Bald!!!!
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anyway,
HAPPY BDAY TO JUSTIN NG AND BENJAMIN.
my sexy friends lol.
Friday, November 28, 2008
ohh not bad, ms-somebody DID see the post.
i dont care if im being unreasonable, well, i became like this because of SOMEONE anyway.
heh, well, right, u have chosen a date, even üü didnt know about it, she cant even make it on thurs (:
nice transmission. nice comfirmation.
well, WAS gonna plan something, but i dont see the point.
tell me what's the point?
with all that kinda shit, i think im wasting my effort.
oh, and must i drag people to come along too?
in case the presents or feeling of SURPRISE is insufficient?
right, just cancel the damn 'celebration', u dont need to give ANY excuses.
a smart person would just change the date, im sure u dont have to accompany her 24/7 day in day out. since u just said, 'nvm loh, cancel loh' without even justifying why and not bothering to change a date when O's are over and everybody is SO free(except me, but i can accomodate), i can safely assume that u were the want who did not want the celebration and outing, not us. so no bollocks that I dont wanna celebrate urs. reflect pls
not petty with close friends? YEAH RIGHT.
i guess its the opposite.
joke of the year man.
how many human witnesses u want? 50 or more?
i can easily get it.
haha care to explain what other plans?
if u mean working, nice want.
try working and tell ur boss,
hey can i dont work this thurs to celebrate a friend's fking birthday?
cool line.
ANYWAY, HOW WOULD U KNOW I DIDNT PLAN ANYTHING WHEN U CANT EVEN BLARDY TURN UP? AND THAT U WANNA CANCEL IT, NOT EVEN AGREEING OR SUGGESTING ANOTHER DAY? WHAT A JOKE
anyway if thats de reason u hate birthdays, esp UR birthday,
grow up man and get a life.
birthdays come every single year, must there be a surprise everytime then?
all surprises would be known-surprises, so irony.
anyway mine was indeed a SURPRISE too.
thanks ANYWAY.
but im gonna say i really appreciate it, even if u dont believe.
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arbeite ist gut heute.
haunted II was quite fun.
i love scaring people and watching them squirm.
so sadist xD
1 almost went into fitz man, she was shaking sooooo badly.
god bless.
brought her out, she clutched onto me soooooo hard my shirt almost tore. lol
haha, being a ride operator aint so bad.
IM WORKING 8.5HOURS TOMORROW.
shit
i dont care if im being unreasonable, well, i became like this because of SOMEONE anyway.
heh, well, right, u have chosen a date, even üü didnt know about it, she cant even make it on thurs (:
nice transmission. nice comfirmation.
well, WAS gonna plan something, but i dont see the point.
tell me what's the point?
with all that kinda shit, i think im wasting my effort.
oh, and must i drag people to come along too?
in case the presents or feeling of SURPRISE is insufficient?
right, just cancel the damn 'celebration', u dont need to give ANY excuses.
a smart person would just change the date, im sure u dont have to accompany her 24/7 day in day out. since u just said, 'nvm loh, cancel loh' without even justifying why and not bothering to change a date when O's are over and everybody is SO free(except me, but i can accomodate), i can safely assume that u were the want who did not want the celebration and outing, not us. so no bollocks that I dont wanna celebrate urs. reflect pls
not petty with close friends? YEAH RIGHT.
i guess its the opposite.
joke of the year man.
how many human witnesses u want? 50 or more?
i can easily get it.
haha care to explain what other plans?
if u mean working, nice want.
try working and tell ur boss,
hey can i dont work this thurs to celebrate a friend's fking birthday?
cool line.
ANYWAY, HOW WOULD U KNOW I DIDNT PLAN ANYTHING WHEN U CANT EVEN BLARDY TURN UP? AND THAT U WANNA CANCEL IT, NOT EVEN AGREEING OR SUGGESTING ANOTHER DAY? WHAT A JOKE
anyway if thats de reason u hate birthdays, esp UR birthday,
grow up man and get a life.
birthdays come every single year, must there be a surprise everytime then?
all surprises would be known-surprises, so irony.
anyway mine was indeed a SURPRISE too.
thanks ANYWAY.
but im gonna say i really appreciate it, even if u dont believe.
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arbeite ist gut heute.
haunted II was quite fun.
i love scaring people and watching them squirm.
so sadist xD
1 almost went into fitz man, she was shaking sooooo badly.
god bless.
brought her out, she clutched onto me soooooo hard my shirt almost tore. lol
haha, being a ride operator aint so bad.
IM WORKING 8.5HOURS TOMORROW.
shit
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
GERRRALDD ARBEITE!!! GERRRALDD IS EMPLOYED!!!
at Escape Theme Park, 360 degrees of fun..
right.
on the 3rd day i was already late, damn..
late for 1min, and half an hour's pay was docked
syazwan was running with me lol, we were late together,
pretty comical haha.
here comes the cold water
warning: explicit content and colorful languages used.
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hey u-know-who, im finally dedicating this post to u.
i dont think theres a need for identification, its all crystal clear.
thanks for making me feel like a jerk.
thanks for requesting me to mend my ways and be nicer.
ive been so obliging, that i kept every single promise to u thereafter,
ive even treated u nicer than before.
well, all good things come to an end eh?
ure being such a stuck up person now.
thanks for that accusation and insincere reply,
shed light on how i should view u from now on.
ive even asked a few friends on how i should react,
whether this friendship is worth continuing or wadsoever,
same ans:
end it.
i think i shall do just that,
saves me any further future agonies.
i was taken aback, when u told me that i was being fake,
that i told a group of people whom i dont even say hi or bye
that i hate hanging out with u and whatever gossips uve heard.
use ur common sense man, if i dont want to hang out with u,
i would have spared myself the trouble of asking u to follow me get my contacts.
how smart of u.
furthermore, u insisted that i'd told them AFTER my lit paper, when ive rushed all the way to wait for u at TM, just to end up waiting for u for about half an hour.
i should have better spent that half an hour,
maybe i could use it to say that about u since u desired it so much.
need proof?
ask liangwei.
i should have just gone out with the guys, it will be better in every way.
then when i confronted with u regarding this issue,
u can just shrug it off with
'oh, it's a misunderstanding, then'
can i then stab u with a knife and say
'oh sorry, i did it accidentally?'
different logic, same repercussion.
damage done.
i love that insincerity.
then when u didnt even comfirm a time to go Kbox,
u had to feel sore when i told u that i cant make it on thurs,
cause i MIGHT have work attachments.
well u ignored my reply, when i suggested a change of date.
then after maybe 2hours, i received ur most sincere reply ever,
'nvm loh, cancel loh'
woo.
wonderful reply.
then i saw ur private msg,
'a waste of my msgs'
hope its not dedicated to me,
if it is, then have fun,
i really am speechless.
its pretty obvious who it is now eh.
sure u can seek revenge, go whine to anybody u want,
go rebuke in a new post of yours,
stating all my HISTORY,
when ive tried to change my attitude thereafter.
buried the hatchet, tried to re-accept u then well it went down the drain,
again.
dont worry, ive already more people who are more than willing to side me.
i didnt badmouth u, i just asked for opinions,
i asked for suggestions.
this is 1.
if i owe u anything more, just tell me.
please dont start crying and then start cursing me.
ive had enough of u.
those are only 2 of more things that uve done.
dont bother sending another msg asking for reconciliation.
and stop pretending that nothing happened after every single incident.
i hate that pretence.
1 sorry would be nice, but nah,
apologies wont be accepted anymore.
maybe time will heal.
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at Escape Theme Park, 360 degrees of fun..
right.
on the 3rd day i was already late, damn..
late for 1min, and half an hour's pay was docked
syazwan was running with me lol, we were late together,
pretty comical haha.
here comes the cold water
warning: explicit content and colorful languages used.
----------------------
hey u-know-who, im finally dedicating this post to u.
i dont think theres a need for identification, its all crystal clear.
thanks for making me feel like a jerk.
thanks for requesting me to mend my ways and be nicer.
ive been so obliging, that i kept every single promise to u thereafter,
ive even treated u nicer than before.
well, all good things come to an end eh?
ure being such a stuck up person now.
thanks for that accusation and insincere reply,
shed light on how i should view u from now on.
ive even asked a few friends on how i should react,
whether this friendship is worth continuing or wadsoever,
same ans:
end it.
i think i shall do just that,
saves me any further future agonies.
i was taken aback, when u told me that i was being fake,
that i told a group of people whom i dont even say hi or bye
that i hate hanging out with u and whatever gossips uve heard.
use ur common sense man, if i dont want to hang out with u,
i would have spared myself the trouble of asking u to follow me get my contacts.
how smart of u.
furthermore, u insisted that i'd told them AFTER my lit paper, when ive rushed all the way to wait for u at TM, just to end up waiting for u for about half an hour.
i should have better spent that half an hour,
maybe i could use it to say that about u since u desired it so much.
need proof?
ask liangwei.
i should have just gone out with the guys, it will be better in every way.
then when i confronted with u regarding this issue,
u can just shrug it off with
'oh, it's a misunderstanding, then'
can i then stab u with a knife and say
'oh sorry, i did it accidentally?'
different logic, same repercussion.
damage done.
i love that insincerity.
then when u didnt even comfirm a time to go Kbox,
u had to feel sore when i told u that i cant make it on thurs,
cause i MIGHT have work attachments.
well u ignored my reply, when i suggested a change of date.
then after maybe 2hours, i received ur most sincere reply ever,
'nvm loh, cancel loh'
woo.
wonderful reply.
then i saw ur private msg,
'a waste of my msgs'
hope its not dedicated to me,
if it is, then have fun,
i really am speechless.
its pretty obvious who it is now eh.
sure u can seek revenge, go whine to anybody u want,
go rebuke in a new post of yours,
stating all my HISTORY,
when ive tried to change my attitude thereafter.
buried the hatchet, tried to re-accept u then well it went down the drain,
again.
dont worry, ive already more people who are more than willing to side me.
i didnt badmouth u, i just asked for opinions,
i asked for suggestions.
this is 1.
if i owe u anything more, just tell me.
please dont start crying and then start cursing me.
ive had enough of u.
those are only 2 of more things that uve done.
dont bother sending another msg asking for reconciliation.
and stop pretending that nothing happened after every single incident.
i hate that pretence.
1 sorry would be nice, but nah,
apologies wont be accepted anymore.
maybe time will heal.
------------------------------------
Saturday, November 22, 2008
GUTEN NACHT! BIN ZÜRUCK!
high bar is the bomb man :)
Im still learning the momentum swinging part, very very irritating.
Coach alex said im using strength, which i shouldnt,
all beginners do..
verdammen es
at least i can now do a roundoff back somersault without assistance (:
very rewarding indeed. shall upload the video next time.
currently going for high bar and roundoff back handspring.
AND ITS ONLY BEEN ABOUT A MONTH!
without the 3weeks quarantined week for friggin' O's
my muscle is toooooo tense ugh.
CA gave me a massage.
now my shoulder aches like F, lol
i need to relax my muscles more.
gymnastics gymnastics gymnasticssss
I CAN SPLIT I CAN SPLIT!
LAZY TO UPLOAD PIC TOO LOL
seeyapplaroundanotherday.
AUFWIEDERSEHEN!
high bar is the bomb man :)
Im still learning the momentum swinging part, very very irritating.Coach alex said im using strength, which i shouldnt,
all beginners do..
verdammen es
at least i can now do a roundoff back somersault without assistance (:
very rewarding indeed. shall upload the video next time.
currently going for high bar and roundoff back handspring.
AND ITS ONLY BEEN ABOUT A MONTH!
without the 3weeks quarantined week for friggin' O's
my muscle is toooooo tense ugh.
CA gave me a massage.
now my shoulder aches like F, lol
i need to relax my muscles more.
gymnastics gymnastics gymnasticssss
I CAN SPLIT I CAN SPLIT!
LAZY TO UPLOAD PIC TOO LOL
seeyapplaroundanotherday.
AUFWIEDERSEHEN!
Friday, November 21, 2008
Thursday, November 13, 2008
living in singapore sucks.
it's fking hot and humid, so it would be a miracle not to sweat.
the traffic system with so darn many traffic lights are stupid,
when u got past 1 red light, another red lights up in front.
even if you are the only car at midnight stranded in front of a red light,
you gotta wait for it to turn green.
SBS isnt any better,
you either get all ur buses coming together, like three 9s coming in a line,
or no 9s at all for 15mins.
whenever u put the frustrations of an SBS bus with a traffic light,
you shortened your life by half an hour,
and you can finish half your mp3's battery.
ERPs are everywhere,
they suck money from your card.
i reckon ERPs will be set up outside lifts next time,
or even at the entrances of shopping centre,
to prevent overcrowding.
EZlink card is the new cashcard.
prices are rising, ministers' pay are rising,
but workers' pay are cut,
or some even faced retrenchment, see the recent bank issue.
well it's important that our ministers have high pay cheques,
so that they will not be corrupted
and make decisions that might only benefit them instead of the country.
talking about integrity.
love the fireworks at countdowns and new years,
oh those are paid by our taxes.
this is not a really green city,
we dont even have a patch of clear water.
every sea or river you see are brown,
or just strewned with rubbish.
we dont have seasons in singapore, neither do we have big waves here.
we are safe,
but we have no sports worth playing.
surfing? nah, no waves.
skiing? nah, no snow.
we only have table tennis.
yes we have other sports, none of which qualify for olympics.
our silver-medal awardists gets loads of money, yay.
foreign talents rock.
we have singapore idol, project superstar, campus superstar etc,
none of which the winner goes beyond our borders.
our idols faded into daily celebrities in local reality shows.
oh did i talk about fellow mates?
u can have 1000000000000000 people queuing to get 1 freebie worth maybe 2 bucks.
we also have so many fashion parades everyday,
quite interesting i might say,
non-proportional clothings, colorblind people, same punk hair everywhere.
also, teenagers have to be home by 11,
or else they will get mugged by robbers
and chased by polices too,
maybe k9s will be used to detect for the presence of under-18s too.
anyway, we have no natural resources,
we only have people, so they gotta be eager learners.
PSLE and OLevels are just part and parcel of life,
if you screw up there goes your future.
wait wait wait,
before you go for olevels,
remember your attire!
short neat hair for boys, nicely tied up fringe for girls.
or no tapering of pants, skirt gotta be only 2cm above knees too.
its important to give good impressions,
of nerds, geeks, little goody-2-shoes-who-dont-ever-grow-up.
what do you learn from Olevels actually?
phythagoras theorem?
oh yea, it's important, so that you can figure out the distance to swim from this shore to the next,
or even the angle of elevation or depression by using it with sine, cosine or tangent.
differentiation is cool too, you get to find the gradient of an quadratic equation.
next time you think of a curve, think differentiation.
wad is the gradient of our sun?
i learnt typicality too, that each exam paper for each subject is only 1 paper,
1 paper is not representative of our capability as a person.
furthermore, ive learnt how well singapore was developed.
our healthcare needs was so successful,
people without income just cant wait to receive quality healthcare.
but wait, i forgot, they cant afford to,
they have no income, no CPF, no medisave.
medifund is provided, but not enough.
its okie, they can mortage their house.
is it safe to mortage actually?
nah, banks unreliable,
economy downturn, we have other markets to depend on,
lets see if there's any progress.
singapore is such a wonderful place.
i love singapore so much that i cant wait to emigrate.
ps: dont bother retaliating or feeling sore about this post if youre some SG-fanatic. its my perspective, go post your own i-love-singapore post if u want.
i simply love this website.
1
Pablo: where are you from?
Chris: im from singapore.
Pablo: ?
it's fking hot and humid, so it would be a miracle not to sweat.
the traffic system with so darn many traffic lights are stupid,
when u got past 1 red light, another red lights up in front.
even if you are the only car at midnight stranded in front of a red light,
you gotta wait for it to turn green.
SBS isnt any better,
you either get all ur buses coming together, like three 9s coming in a line,
or no 9s at all for 15mins.
whenever u put the frustrations of an SBS bus with a traffic light,
you shortened your life by half an hour,
and you can finish half your mp3's battery.
ERPs are everywhere,
they suck money from your card.
i reckon ERPs will be set up outside lifts next time,
or even at the entrances of shopping centre,
to prevent overcrowding.
EZlink card is the new cashcard.
prices are rising, ministers' pay are rising,
but workers' pay are cut,
or some even faced retrenchment, see the recent bank issue.
well it's important that our ministers have high pay cheques,
so that they will not be corrupted
and make decisions that might only benefit them instead of the country.
talking about integrity.
love the fireworks at countdowns and new years,
oh those are paid by our taxes.
this is not a really green city,
we dont even have a patch of clear water.
every sea or river you see are brown,
or just strewned with rubbish.
we dont have seasons in singapore, neither do we have big waves here.
we are safe,
but we have no sports worth playing.
surfing? nah, no waves.
skiing? nah, no snow.
we only have table tennis.
yes we have other sports, none of which qualify for olympics.
our silver-medal awardists gets loads of money, yay.
foreign talents rock.
we have singapore idol, project superstar, campus superstar etc,
none of which the winner goes beyond our borders.
our idols faded into daily celebrities in local reality shows.
oh did i talk about fellow mates?
u can have 1000000000000000 people queuing to get 1 freebie worth maybe 2 bucks.
we also have so many fashion parades everyday,
quite interesting i might say,
non-proportional clothings, colorblind people, same punk hair everywhere.
also, teenagers have to be home by 11,
or else they will get mugged by robbers
and chased by polices too,
maybe k9s will be used to detect for the presence of under-18s too.
anyway, we have no natural resources,
we only have people, so they gotta be eager learners.
PSLE and OLevels are just part and parcel of life,
if you screw up there goes your future.
wait wait wait,
before you go for olevels,
remember your attire!
short neat hair for boys, nicely tied up fringe for girls.
or no tapering of pants, skirt gotta be only 2cm above knees too.
its important to give good impressions,
of nerds, geeks, little goody-2-shoes-who-dont-ever-grow-up.
what do you learn from Olevels actually?
phythagoras theorem?
oh yea, it's important, so that you can figure out the distance to swim from this shore to the next,
or even the angle of elevation or depression by using it with sine, cosine or tangent.
differentiation is cool too, you get to find the gradient of an quadratic equation.
next time you think of a curve, think differentiation.
wad is the gradient of our sun?
i learnt typicality too, that each exam paper for each subject is only 1 paper,
1 paper is not representative of our capability as a person.
furthermore, ive learnt how well singapore was developed.
our healthcare needs was so successful,
people without income just cant wait to receive quality healthcare.
but wait, i forgot, they cant afford to,
they have no income, no CPF, no medisave.
medifund is provided, but not enough.
its okie, they can mortage their house.
is it safe to mortage actually?
nah, banks unreliable,
economy downturn, we have other markets to depend on,
lets see if there's any progress.
singapore is such a wonderful place.
i love singapore so much that i cant wait to emigrate.
ps: dont bother retaliating or feeling sore about this post if youre some SG-fanatic. its my perspective, go post your own i-love-singapore post if u want.
i simply love this website.
1
Pablo: where are you from?
Chris: im from singapore.
Pablo: ?
Friday, November 07, 2008
Hallo.
i found the anti-male discrimination/female-rights thing soooo interesting online.
wow.
I am lazy to summarise or wadsoever, just read these if u want..
here and here
this was shocking yet relieving to the male gender though
38.8% of domestic abuse is done by mothers, but only 18.3% is by fathers.
nice ideology that men are bastards eh..
this would be nice:
"The time is ripe for people to think about the unspoken anti-male 'ism' in our colleges and schools," she says. And in the rest of the popular culture aswell
just a small update on my life: LIT IS OVERRRRRR WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. PARTAY TIME
HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY belated BIRRRRRRTHDAY
JANE LoooOOOOOOWWOWOWOWOW :D
i found the anti-male discrimination/female-rights thing soooo interesting online.
wow.
I am lazy to summarise or wadsoever, just read these if u want..
here and here
this was shocking yet relieving to the male gender though
38.8% of domestic abuse is done by mothers, but only 18.3% is by fathers.nice ideology that men are bastards eh..
this would be nice:
"The time is ripe for people to think about the unspoken anti-male 'ism' in our colleges and schools," she says. And in the rest of the popular culture as
HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY belated BIRRRRRRTHDAY
JANE LoooOOOOOOWWOWOWOWOW :D
Friday, October 31, 2008
ich spreche nicht über studien heute.
just about some random things.
about me of course.
WELCOME TO RANDOM FRIDAY
1)G can eat more than 20 chocolate bars plus 1 pint of icecream(with choc fudge and many many toppings) anytime (:
2)G drinks, but hardly get hangovers.
3)G thinks that taylor swift is so pretty :D
4)G never sneezes less than twice, they always come in pairs, like homologous series. lol
5)G loves hot fudge sundaes with chocolate rice lol.
6)G gets so easily fascinated by anything that he changes interest every few days
7)G thought of naming his son Grahan and daughter Jessica
8)G never knew how to properly open a can food till he was around 14 cause he always ended up breaking the ring instead .
9)G hopes to invent a window that allows only de breeze to enter but not the rain.
10)G always marvel at the weirdest things.
thats all folks, thanks for tuning in.
AUF WIEDERSEHEN.
just about some random things.
about me of course.
WELCOME TO RANDOM FRIDAY
1)G can eat more than 20 chocolate bars plus 1 pint of icecream(with choc fudge and many many toppings) anytime (:
2)G drinks, but hardly get hangovers.
3)G thinks that taylor swift is so pretty :D
4)G never sneezes less than twice, they always come in pairs, like homologous series. lol
5)G loves hot fudge sundaes with chocolate rice lol.
6)G gets so easily fascinated by anything that he changes interest every few days
7)G thought of naming his son Grahan and daughter Jessica
8)G never knew how to properly open a can food till he was around 14 cause he always ended up breaking the ring instead .
9)G hopes to invent a window that allows only de breeze to enter but not the rain.
10)G always marvel at the weirdest things.
thats all folks, thanks for tuning in.
AUF WIEDERSEHEN.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
hallo,
ich bin sehr müde, aber noch.. (:
verse
training today was kinda disastrous. think i got some internal injuries. verdammen es. coach alex said it was muscle memory, that meine muscles were 'forgetful' today.. muscle memories are the reason why athletes train soo damn hard and frequent for, cause it can happen on one fine day, on your most anticipated competition, where your muscles 'feign' ignorance, pretending it was the first day you're training.
chorus
ja, the main thing i wanna blog about today is ADULTS vs TEENAGERS.
in some recent spate of debates, some ADULTS complained that TEENAGERS nowadays are irresponsible, wilder, ruder than before. true in a way, cause teenagers tend to be more rebellious. on the contrary, aren't adults supposed to be blamed too? since much of these vice were picked up
just today, typical scene at the bus interchange, where people from all walks of life were rushing to get home, when an old lady, in her late fifties i suppose, pushed her way into a bus, obviously ignoring everybody else who was queuing up. in a nonchalant manner, she just grabbed a seat and sat down. some people were dissed but nobody said anything, perhaps out of respect for elderly. anyway, she was so stylish, and even wore sunglasses.
1 example, perhaps not representative of much, but well there are a few more. (:
first off, CIPs in schools are considered compulsory, reasoned to improve a student's community spirit. patriotism? students are supposed to participate in the CIPs, learn from it, gain experiences, gain insight on community etc etc rather than harp on getting 100 CIP hours. often the school PLANS and ORGANISES the activities, but students sweat it out. how often do you see a principal on the streets trying to sell flags? alternatively, how often do you see office men and ladies trying to sell flags? so does it mean that adults in the working world have too much community spirit? or they are already contributed their part in community by sustaining our economy? hence, need not undergo CIP activities
are teenagers more able-bodied than adults that standing under the blazing sun to sell flags for 3-4 hours is considered nothing? while there might be serious repercussions to get adults to take part in such simple activity? anyway, is there any company so far which can afford to visit an old folks' home, and spreading the joy of working in the society?
secondly, where adults complain about teenagers leaving a mess on the table after eating and leaving their trays etc on Mac tables waiting for cleaners to do the jobs blahblahblah yadaa yadaa yadaa. schools are successful in getting students to clear up their tables after meals, but why not elsewhere? well, reason being adults have already instilled this mindset that 'it's alright to leave your finished food on the tables, it's okie to spit whatever's in your mouth on the tables or plates as long as you don't make it look too disturbing, and tissues can be stuffed under plates, cause the cleaners can do the job. and oh, there's no pails etc to throw the plates in, nah, we HAVE the cleaners. they earn their living serving us,' on modern teenagers, so how's bad is it to follow?
third point, jaywalking is an offence. how many schools have reprimanded students for jaywalking while their teachers jaywalked just outside the school compound? students are bound to follow. how many adults have grabbed their children's hands and dashed across the road simply because the traffic lights' are a good 10metres away? wouldn't their children just adhere?
to add on, remember any events like 'free cone day' where free B&J's icecreams were distributed FOC? i noticed about half the populations being adults 'choping' places for their friends, children etc, numerous office people queuing for 1 tiny cone, and many other adults by the side criticizing teenagers who are queuing for being cheapskate and choping places etc.. not bad eh, when these working adults couldnt squeeze ANY of their worktime to do some services yet have the time to rejoice over their accomplishment of managing to get ONE icecream or survey the crowds (:
teenagers are being moulded by our good role models -- adults. we are simply imitating them, there's nothing wrong with that. Our PM has often advocated on Singapore being a gracious society, im sure that day will come soon.
right.
ich bin sehr müde, aber noch.. (:
verse
training today was kinda disastrous. think i got some internal injuries. verdammen es. coach alex said it was muscle memory, that meine muscles were 'forgetful' today.. muscle memories are the reason why athletes train soo damn hard and frequent for, cause it can happen on one fine day, on your most anticipated competition, where your muscles 'feign' ignorance, pretending it was the first day you're training.
chorus
ja, the main thing i wanna blog about today is ADULTS vs TEENAGERS.
in some recent spate of debates, some ADULTS complained that TEENAGERS nowadays are irresponsible, wilder, ruder than before. true in a way, cause teenagers tend to be more rebellious. on the contrary, aren't adults supposed to be blamed too? since much of these vice were picked up
just today, typical scene at the bus interchange, where people from all walks of life were rushing to get home, when an old lady, in her late fifties i suppose, pushed her way into a bus, obviously ignoring everybody else who was queuing up. in a nonchalant manner, she just grabbed a seat and sat down. some people were dissed but nobody said anything, perhaps out of respect for elderly. anyway, she was so stylish, and even wore sunglasses.
1 example, perhaps not representative of much, but well there are a few more. (:
first off, CIPs in schools are considered compulsory, reasoned to improve a student's community spirit. patriotism? students are supposed to participate in the CIPs, learn from it, gain experiences, gain insight on community etc etc rather than harp on getting 100 CIP hours. often the school PLANS and ORGANISES the activities, but students sweat it out. how often do you see a principal on the streets trying to sell flags? alternatively, how often do you see office men and ladies trying to sell flags? so does it mean that adults in the working world have too much community spirit? or they are already contributed their part in community by sustaining our economy? hence, need not undergo CIP activities
are teenagers more able-bodied than adults that standing under the blazing sun to sell flags for 3-4 hours is considered nothing? while there might be serious repercussions to get adults to take part in such simple activity? anyway, is there any company so far which can afford to visit an old folks' home, and spreading the joy of working in the society?
secondly, where adults complain about teenagers leaving a mess on the table after eating and leaving their trays etc on Mac tables waiting for cleaners to do the jobs blahblahblah yadaa yadaa yadaa. schools are successful in getting students to clear up their tables after meals, but why not elsewhere? well, reason being adults have already instilled this mindset that 'it's alright to leave your finished food on the tables, it's okie to spit whatever's in your mouth on the tables or plates as long as you don't make it look too disturbing, and tissues can be stuffed under plates, cause the cleaners can do the job. and oh, there's no pails etc to throw the plates in, nah, we HAVE the cleaners. they earn their living serving us,' on modern teenagers, so how's bad is it to follow?
third point, jaywalking is an offence. how many schools have reprimanded students for jaywalking while their teachers jaywalked just outside the school compound? students are bound to follow. how many adults have grabbed their children's hands and dashed across the road simply because the traffic lights' are a good 10metres away? wouldn't their children just adhere?
to add on, remember any events like 'free cone day' where free B&J's icecreams were distributed FOC? i noticed about half the populations being adults 'choping' places for their friends, children etc, numerous office people queuing for 1 tiny cone, and many other adults by the side criticizing teenagers who are queuing for being cheapskate and choping places etc.. not bad eh, when these working adults couldnt squeeze ANY of their worktime to do some services yet have the time to rejoice over their accomplishment of managing to get ONE icecream or survey the crowds (:
teenagers are being moulded by our good role models -- adults. we are simply imitating them, there's nothing wrong with that. Our PM has often advocated on Singapore being a gracious society, im sure that day will come soon.
right.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
süße geschichte..
A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.
SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'
DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.
SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.
SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'
The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'
The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.
'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.
'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.
'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'
The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.
The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.
'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.
'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.
'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'
The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.
It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.
If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.
(:
A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.
SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'
DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.
SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.
SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'
The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'
The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.
'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.
'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.
'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'
The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.
The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.
'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.
'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.
'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'
The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.
It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.
If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.
(:
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Hallo. ich bin hier wieder(:
will do some update on my life,
prelims sucks. functional writing & SBQ was ****ing crap, %#$@$&$^%&*&
and carelessness is my biggest foe now. if only it was an organism, i would shoot it dead.
gymnastics on the other hand was great, roundoff backtuck was successful, but i'm still working on my back handspring.. man. coach alex found it ironic that i mastered back somersault quicker than back handspring lol. it's all the head, the head..
one of the greatest thing this week was my sister's engagement (:
Glückwünsche, ich hoffe bleiben du glücklich :D
ja, rotwein. (:
schöner platz(:
will do some update on my life,
prelims sucks. functional writing & SBQ was ****ing crap, %#$@$&$^%&*&
and carelessness is my biggest foe now. if only it was an organism, i would shoot it dead.
gymnastics on the other hand was great, roundoff backtuck was successful, but i'm still working on my back handspring.. man. coach alex found it ironic that i mastered back somersault quicker than back handspring lol. it's all the head, the head..
one of the greatest thing this week was my sister's engagement (:
Glückwünsche, ich hoffe bleiben du glücklich :D
ja, rotwein. (:
schöner platz(:that should be all. auf wiedersehen!
Monday, August 18, 2008
Sunday, August 10, 2008
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no chance this year damn, but well 4 out of 6 of my family members are going Korea. NOT ME. why why why why WHY?
bugs are pervs, they peek at you bathing then stayed to wait for another forthcoming victim. it's like they found their niche in the bathroom.
just watched the movie few days back.
Review(Spoiler Alert$%^&#)
this is a very vague review, in case being tooooooo much of a spoiler
Compliments:
Able to invoke strong emotions, at least some anger for me, makes me also realise the dilemmas able-bodied parents/offsprings actually faced, rich or poor. I thought that this movie would be the alleged-cliche kinda local movie, but the fact that they added the scene of the choice between the parent and the child actually impressed me. Some twists here and there, and i like how lifestyles of each family-class is mentioned. Very singapore, as the kiasu, kiasi etc. personalities are being emphasized much. family bonds are strongly stressed too, which in my opinion, is a good thing.
Criticizes:
Some scenes are so fake: the 3D effects + the repetition scenes are so obvious. The movie is quite draggy, how they tried to put in every single detail when there are some unnecessary wants. I also abhor the COINCIDENCE in this movie(just like all other typical movies). I would rather a tension-building climax than a KABOOM-BCUZ-OF-COINCIDENCE-IT-JUST-CAME kinda climax. not exactly a bad thing, but the movie is very hokkien, so it might not be worth it IF u dont understand hokkien. last thing, because the story is based on ONE WHOLE family, so the connections are all over the place, and that almost every scene is 'equal in weightage'. i dont see which part is more important etc.. the movie is also not very mind-etching for me.
Overall:
Watch only if you feel like it, not a must-watch.
note: you dont have to agree with my criticisms, it's all based solely on my views. please dont go disagree and make a hullabaloo over it. if ure a great fan of the movie, be it that way, i dont have to be converted into one. thank you.
SONG TO LIKE:
The Man Who Can't Be Moved by The Scripts.
The Man Who Can't be Moved
no chance this year damn, but well 4 out of 6 of my family members are going Korea. NOT ME. why why why why WHY?
bugs are pervs, they peek at you bathing then stayed to wait for another forthcoming victim. it's like they found their niche in the bathroom.
just watched the movie few days back.
Review(Spoiler Alert$%^&#)
this is a very vague review, in case being tooooooo much of a spoiler
Compliments:
Able to invoke strong emotions, at least some anger for me, makes me also realise the dilemmas able-bodied parents/offsprings actually faced, rich or poor. I thought that this movie would be the alleged-cliche kinda local movie, but the fact that they added the scene of the choice between the parent and the child actually impressed me. Some twists here and there, and i like how lifestyles of each family-class is mentioned. Very singapore, as the kiasu, kiasi etc. personalities are being emphasized much. family bonds are strongly stressed too, which in my opinion, is a good thing.
Criticizes:
Some scenes are so fake: the 3D effects + the repetition scenes are so obvious. The movie is quite draggy, how they tried to put in every single detail when there are some unnecessary wants. I also abhor the COINCIDENCE in this movie(just like all other typical movies). I would rather a tension-building climax than a KABOOM-BCUZ-OF-COINCIDENCE-IT-JUST-CAME kinda climax. not exactly a bad thing, but the movie is very hokkien, so it might not be worth it IF u dont understand hokkien. last thing, because the story is based on ONE WHOLE family, so the connections are all over the place, and that almost every scene is 'equal in weightage'. i dont see which part is more important etc.. the movie is also not very mind-etching for me.
Overall:
Watch only if you feel like it, not a must-watch.
note: you dont have to agree with my criticisms, it's all based solely on my views. please dont go disagree and make a hullabaloo over it. if ure a great fan of the movie, be it that way, i dont have to be converted into one. thank you.
SONG TO LIKE:
The Man Who Can't Be Moved by The Scripts.
The Man Who Can't be Moved
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Nationalities
hello everybody, i'm chromosome W in my owner, Gerald's body.
call me watt.
i'm here on my own accord, dont ask me how.
i must have undergone some mutation while i was still a toddler.
i seemed to have been influenced westernly or arabic-ally.
i've caused much misunderstandings, cuz' only people who know my owner long enough can differentiate his nationality, although he is100% pure chinese and have descended from a long history of chinese ancestors, they didnt seem to have passed on any/much oriental traits to him.
just a while ago, the malay vendor mistook him for a malay and spoke malay to him.
his co-form chinese teacher also mistook him for a malay when he first spoke to him.
3 days back, while attending a lesson, the teacher asked whether he was mixed. being frolicksome, he said he was a mixed of a dutch and chinese. the teacher fell for it.
a few friends thot that he was ABC(american-born-chinese).
out of the many nationalities, people also assumed he's hispanic, japanese, mexican, etc..
however gerald seemed to enjoy it, weirdo.
i hope his offsprings turn out alright next time.
till then.
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hello everybody i'm gerald's left hand, call doe.
i've decided to do my owner a favour by replying to all his unanswered tags.
from 9july onwards.
zhiyi<3 style="font-weight: bold;">hello, yeah nobody's perfect. ive started anew haha, or maybe i did. TXFB has a bad ending~ that chang guy didnt marry a fatass
Josephine
seems too late to reply this tag but i will do it anyway. take him to US then(:
Ahmed
what to do? we live in SG. what's UGUAY?
Sabina
i give you permission to plagiarise, wahaha. do what?
kh
what theory? i can give u permission to plagiarise too. u dont need to credit me unless there's prizes (: & im honest, sure.
kira
is it surprising that i read the papers? aww.
Junyee!<3>it's nice, you gotta be more appreciative, like me *ahem*
Cherie
i didnt cry, so it's not sad wahahha. but it's quite touching
headless ghost
why headless ghost uh? and yeah alfred shouldnt die, i rather de chang guy die wahahaha.
'it's not what you are, but what you do, that defines you as a person'
hello everybody, i'm chromosome W in my owner, Gerald's body.
call me watt.
i'm here on my own accord, dont ask me how.
i must have undergone some mutation while i was still a toddler.
i seemed to have been influenced westernly or arabic-ally.
i've caused much misunderstandings, cuz' only people who know my owner long enough can differentiate his nationality, although he is
just a while ago, the malay vendor mistook him for a malay and spoke malay to him.
his co-form chinese teacher also mistook him for a malay when he first spoke to him.
3 days back, while attending a lesson, the teacher asked whether he was mixed. being frolicksome, he said he was a mixed of a dutch and chinese. the teacher fell for it.
a few friends thot that he was ABC(american-born-chinese).
out of the many nationalities, people also assumed he's hispanic, japanese, mexican, etc..
however gerald seemed to enjoy it, weirdo.
i hope his offsprings turn out alright next time.
till then.
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hello everybody i'm gerald's left hand, call doe.
i've decided to do my owner a favour by replying to all his unanswered tags.
from 9july onwards.
zhiyi<3 style="font-weight: bold;">hello, yeah nobody's perfect. ive started anew haha, or maybe i did. TXFB has a bad ending~ that chang guy didnt marry a fatass
Josephine
seems too late to reply this tag but i will do it anyway. take him to US then(:
Ahmed
what to do? we live in SG. what's UGUAY?
Sabina
i give you permission to plagiarise, wahaha. do what?
kh
what theory? i can give u permission to plagiarise too. u dont need to credit me unless there's prizes (: & im honest, sure.
kira
is it surprising that i read the papers? aww.
Junyee!<3>it's nice, you gotta be more appreciative, like me *ahem*
Cherie
i didnt cry, so it's not sad wahahha. but it's quite touching
headless ghost
why headless ghost uh? and yeah alfred shouldnt die, i rather de chang guy die wahahaha.
'it's not what you are, but what you do, that defines you as a person'
Monday, July 21, 2008
I seemed to be glued to the TV today. interestingly, i just watched a HK movie titled Moments of Love. hahaha. so that shall be the topic of the day.
LOVE
There are 5 kinda love complications in the movie, akin to reality actually.
1)Guy A was a damned kinda guy; not rich, cant sustain jobs, and even his relationship ended bitterly. He had this girlfriend, a, whom he loved dearly. He once proposed to her, and she accepted on 1 condition, if he can throw a brick down a high-rised building without hurting anybody. The first brick he picked up had a break-up letter underneath it, they read the note, which was flawless and very 'literature'. girl a then changed the condition to finding this pair of couple, with only a very vague clue of 'moonlight' from some window.
Tragedy struck when girl a ran down the staircase playfully, expecting guy A to chase after her. She was knocked down by a truck, leaving guy A bonkers. He frantically searched for the couples, while hallucinating that she was still around, and finally found them. Both of them are in an aged home, but the male(Peter) had passed away. The female lived in denial, and continued to read to 'him'. The nurse left her alone as it wouldnt serve any help to her current plight by constantly reminding her that Peter's dead. She's left all alone too, with no family support or anything. guy A witnessed the situation, and related it to his. he understood that she threw the break-up letter away just so she that she dont have to face the music: Peter's dead.
Guy A ended up missing girl a even more, and went up to the rooftop, throwing bricks down, reminiscing the times with girl a, and how he had witnessed her death. the story ended with him being caught by the police for endangering passers-by's lives.
2)Another part is where girl b left guy B for making her suffer verbal abuse throughout their relationship. unable to withstand anymore, she left him one day. feeling remorseful, guy B ventured into business, setting up a 'venting' shop, where people would be able to verbally abuse him freely, clearing their emotions. of course, he charges them for it. guy B even went to the extreme once, allowing one customer to wallop the hell outta him. guy B landed in hospital.
gal b visited guy B reluctantly. guy B asked for a patch, without success initially. he then explained to her about the business, that he wanted to experience what she went through being with him in the past. he wanted to feel the misery, how it was like to be at the losing end, to allow people to elate, while redeeming himself at the same time. the extreme of letting himself beaten is to actually prove his sincerity, and end his sorrow once and for all. touched by his sincerity, they got back together.
3)This story is about how it's impossible for a student to get into a relationship with his/her teacher. the story just ends up with the student getting hurt. self-explantory.
4)The story of how 3 words, 'i love you', can make so much difference. Guy C and gal c are fond of each other, but neither would admit. guy C made much sacrifices for gal c, all ended in vain as both of them were too adamant, too stubborn, too hard of a nutcase to crack, to just say the 3 words. guy C ended up getting retrenched for covering up for gal c in some survey job. gal c wanted to apologize, but realised that she doesnt have his number. she missed him, but couldnt do anything about it.
a year later, he found a job as the general manager of the same company, thru his capabilities. this time, they met again, and the guy finally said the 3 words. gal c didnt think that she deserves this, but what-the-hell, they ended up together anyway.
5)The last story is about feeling happy for your loved ones, even if u know ure not gonna be with him/her etc.. i feel too lazy to elaborate~
anyway, brings me back to my point, relationships are sophisticated, but can be nice in a way. i sympathize guy A most though, cause u cant resurrect a dead person. sometimes life's really a bitch, and we gotta grit thru it and deal with it. i wanted to blog more, but feels realllllly lazy all of a sudden.
Prison's break getting interesting, so's Tang Xin Feng Bao. Friend's aint bad too :D
imma couch potato now. man.
LOVE
There are 5 kinda love complications in the movie, akin to reality actually.
1)Guy A was a damned kinda guy; not rich, cant sustain jobs, and even his relationship ended bitterly. He had this girlfriend, a, whom he loved dearly. He once proposed to her, and she accepted on 1 condition, if he can throw a brick down a high-rised building without hurting anybody. The first brick he picked up had a break-up letter underneath it, they read the note, which was flawless and very 'literature'. girl a then changed the condition to finding this pair of couple, with only a very vague clue of 'moonlight' from some window.
Tragedy struck when girl a ran down the staircase playfully, expecting guy A to chase after her. She was knocked down by a truck, leaving guy A bonkers. He frantically searched for the couples, while hallucinating that she was still around, and finally found them. Both of them are in an aged home, but the male(Peter) had passed away. The female lived in denial, and continued to read to 'him'. The nurse left her alone as it wouldnt serve any help to her current plight by constantly reminding her that Peter's dead. She's left all alone too, with no family support or anything. guy A witnessed the situation, and related it to his. he understood that she threw the break-up letter away just so she that she dont have to face the music: Peter's dead.
Guy A ended up missing girl a even more, and went up to the rooftop, throwing bricks down, reminiscing the times with girl a, and how he had witnessed her death. the story ended with him being caught by the police for endangering passers-by's lives.
2)Another part is where girl b left guy B for making her suffer verbal abuse throughout their relationship. unable to withstand anymore, she left him one day. feeling remorseful, guy B ventured into business, setting up a 'venting' shop, where people would be able to verbally abuse him freely, clearing their emotions. of course, he charges them for it. guy B even went to the extreme once, allowing one customer to wallop the hell outta him. guy B landed in hospital.
gal b visited guy B reluctantly. guy B asked for a patch, without success initially. he then explained to her about the business, that he wanted to experience what she went through being with him in the past. he wanted to feel the misery, how it was like to be at the losing end, to allow people to elate, while redeeming himself at the same time. the extreme of letting himself beaten is to actually prove his sincerity, and end his sorrow once and for all. touched by his sincerity, they got back together.
3)This story is about how it's impossible for a student to get into a relationship with his/her teacher. the story just ends up with the student getting hurt. self-explantory.
4)The story of how 3 words, 'i love you', can make so much difference. Guy C and gal c are fond of each other, but neither would admit. guy C made much sacrifices for gal c, all ended in vain as both of them were too adamant, too stubborn, too hard of a nutcase to crack, to just say the 3 words. guy C ended up getting retrenched for covering up for gal c in some survey job. gal c wanted to apologize, but realised that she doesnt have his number. she missed him, but couldnt do anything about it.
a year later, he found a job as the general manager of the same company, thru his capabilities. this time, they met again, and the guy finally said the 3 words. gal c didnt think that she deserves this, but what-the-hell, they ended up together anyway.
5)The last story is about feeling happy for your loved ones, even if u know ure not gonna be with him/her etc.. i feel too lazy to elaborate~
anyway, brings me back to my point, relationships are sophisticated, but can be nice in a way. i sympathize guy A most though, cause u cant resurrect a dead person. sometimes life's really a bitch, and we gotta grit thru it and deal with it. i wanted to blog more, but feels realllllly lazy all of a sudden.
Prison's break getting interesting, so's Tang Xin Feng Bao. Friend's aint bad too :D
imma couch potato now. man.
Friday, July 18, 2008
The Apologies
This is going to be the most honest post i've ever made. Note, it's honest, not emo.
Someone made me realised that i've been a jerk since the long pants era. i have neither been a good friend; a good student; nor a good person. kinda sad actually, ive actually neglected so much, and had taken so much for granted.
Sorry family,
for being an inconsiderate brother.
for the anger/tears i'd caused
for how much trouble i'd caused.
for the insults hurled.
Sorry friends,
for being less tolerant nowadays.
for not being a good 'confide-r'.
for being too temperamental.
for not listening to advices.
for the anger provoked.
for taking you guys for granted as and when i please.
for venting out on you guys.
for not being there when im supposed to be.
for neglecting.
Sorry class,
for not being a good CM.
for not being responsible.
for not being a good role model.
for not performing my duties as efficiently as im supposed to be.
for the noise/disruptions caused.
Sorry all others,
for being overly-judgmental.
for not performing up to my standards.
Those enlightening words will be etched deep in my heart. thanks, you know who(:
I will try to be a better person, a Mr.Nice if possible.
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Review
Amir tells us about the unique relationship he has with Hassan, a Hazara boy who is the victim of discrimination, but ironically is the half-brother of Amir, a Pashtun. Amir is overwhelmed with guilt when he allows Hassan to be beaten and raped on the day Amir wins the kite flying tournament. He lies to have Hassan accused of theft so he will leave their home and Amir can try to forget his guilt. Eventually, Amir and his father flee Afghanistan after the Russians invade and Amir takes his tragic memories to America to start a new life.
This is going to be the most honest post i've ever made. Note, it's honest, not emo.
Someone made me realised that i've been a jerk since the long pants era. i have neither been a good friend; a good student; nor a good person. kinda sad actually, ive actually neglected so much, and had taken so much for granted.
Sorry family,
for being an inconsiderate brother.
for the anger/tears i'd caused
for how much trouble i'd caused.
for the insults hurled.
Sorry friends,
for being less tolerant nowadays.
for not being a good 'confide-r'.
for being too temperamental.
for not listening to advices.
for the anger provoked.
for taking you guys for granted as and when i please.
for venting out on you guys.
for not being there when im supposed to be.
for neglecting.
Sorry class,
for not being a good CM.
for not being responsible.
for not being a good role model.
for not performing my duties as efficiently as im supposed to be.
for the noise/disruptions caused.
Sorry all others,
for being overly-judgmental.
for not performing up to my standards.
Those enlightening words will be etched deep in my heart. thanks, you know who(:
I will try to be a better person, a Mr.Nice if possible.
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Review
The Kiterunner
Khaled Hosseini
Riverhead Books
Khaled Hosseini
Riverhead Books
Amir tells us about the unique relationship he has with Hassan, a Hazara boy who is the victim of discrimination, but ironically is the half-brother of Amir, a Pashtun. Amir is overwhelmed with guilt when he allows Hassan to be beaten and raped on the day Amir wins the kite flying tournament. He lies to have Hassan accused of theft so he will leave their home and Amir can try to forget his guilt. Eventually, Amir and his father flee Afghanistan after the Russians invade and Amir takes his tragic memories to America to start a new life.
Unfortunately, his debt to Hassan must be paid and he returns to his country to find Hassan’s orphaned son and rescue him. There, he discovers that Sohrab has become the sexual plaything of Assef, the bully who had tormented both Amir and Hassan when they were young. Ultimately, Amir must defeat Assef in a raging physical battle, take the damaged Sohrab out of Afghanistan and try to help him repair his spirit.
i will leave the review/comments for another day, stay tune!
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
i think Dave Teo's sentence of 9.5 years and 18strokes of cane is too severe. In case u dont have already heard of it, here's the news. here too. the worst thing is after he's out of jail, he is to be tried in a military court too.
btw, he suffered a really pathetic life: his mum abused him: hurled chairs and caned him for no particular reason and finally abandoned him while he was 9; dad was a frequent visitor to jail; was a dropout by sec3; had a brother who died after meeting with a mishap on the road when he was 14; broke up with his dearest girlfriend after 3 years of courtship & sank into depression; had a grandma which died due to liver cancer just the previous year..
yes, an assault rifle is life-threatening, by the time something happen, it will be too late. he deserves punishment for that, but 18 strokes of cane + 9.5years in jail, isnt that too severe? despite his really tough life? i think he ought to be sent for counselling instead, his problem doesnt lie in him being deliberately foolish, but was due to the series of unfortunate events that had befallen him that traumatized him. it's all in his mindset; mentality. it's a pity really.
though it isn't the time to point fingers, i feel that the parents should be partially responsible for this. I feel that the girlfriend shouldnt be blamed cuz breakups are inevitable. if all breakups lead to similar cases, wont there be riots all around the world everyday? On the other hand, parents should be responsible for their children's well-being, after all, they are the ones who bring their child into this world. I seriously sympathize and empathize Dave, nobody should be given such a hard life. nobody.
it just comes with a conclusion huh, 'life ain't fair' we should all be delighted that we're blessed with such good lives.
to other emo people:
bad results, breakups, emo business, whatever minor problem you have, stop flaunting it and being a stuckup and pretending your life sucks. get a life man. people are having a harder time out there.
'Never appreciated what we had. They don't have, half the things that we know have. I've been there, turns out we kinda had it alright. The grass is no greener on the other side.'
btw, he suffered a really pathetic life: his mum abused him: hurled chairs and caned him for no particular reason and finally abandoned him while he was 9; dad was a frequent visitor to jail; was a dropout by sec3; had a brother who died after meeting with a mishap on the road when he was 14; broke up with his dearest girlfriend after 3 years of courtship & sank into depression; had a grandma which died due to liver cancer just the previous year..
yes, an assault rifle is life-threatening, by the time something happen, it will be too late. he deserves punishment for that, but 18 strokes of cane + 9.5years in jail, isnt that too severe? despite his really tough life? i think he ought to be sent for counselling instead, his problem doesnt lie in him being deliberately foolish, but was due to the series of unfortunate events that had befallen him that traumatized him. it's all in his mindset; mentality. it's a pity really.
though it isn't the time to point fingers, i feel that the parents should be partially responsible for this. I feel that the girlfriend shouldnt be blamed cuz breakups are inevitable. if all breakups lead to similar cases, wont there be riots all around the world everyday? On the other hand, parents should be responsible for their children's well-being, after all, they are the ones who bring their child into this world. I seriously sympathize and empathize Dave, nobody should be given such a hard life. nobody.
it just comes with a conclusion huh, 'life ain't fair' we should all be delighted that we're blessed with such good lives.
to other emo people:
bad results, breakups, emo business, whatever minor problem you have, stop flaunting it and being a stuckup and pretending your life sucks. get a life man. people are having a harder time out there.
'Never appreciated what we had. They don't have, half the things that we know have. I've been there, turns out we kinda had it alright. The grass is no greener on the other side.'
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
TIPS FOR PEOPLE WHO FEEL FAT & ARE DESPERATE FOR AN EFFECTIVE REMEDY.
I heard that jogging backwards instead can help u lose 25% more calories(:
go try it, on a treadmill or something.
ps.Memory work sucksX999999999999999999999999
I heard that jogging backwards instead can help u lose 25% more calories(:
go try it, on a treadmill or something.
ps.Memory work sucksX999999999999999999999999
TAGREPLIES:
Ahmed: what kinda people? my kind who spill water? haha
KhoonHwa: haha, dont worry uh. happiness finds me easily
Sabina: i wanna find the song man, so friggin cool(: cant empty my mind, later i die.
Ahmed: what kinda people? my kind who spill water? haha
KhoonHwa: haha, dont worry uh. happiness finds me easily
Sabina: i wanna find the song man, so friggin cool(: cant empty my mind, later i die.
Monday, June 30, 2008
seems weird, that i only blog on days when i feel ensnared with emotions, often the gloomy kind. likewise for today. good in a way though, i dont get to be a doormat and i dont blog often(:
i feel guilty today, i accidentally spilled water on some guy's PSP, damn. of course he's gotta blow, but at least there's no uproar, his PSP is alright though, and he's good enough to let it go with a nvm gesture. naw, that's not wad made me cranky.
it's reflection of thoughts really, sometimes i think too much, sometimes i dont think at all, that's cause for worry. i feel that by adjoining choices, that dream and kiterunner, you would somehow understand my life. i should be blessed, but i dunno wad's with my train of thoughts, why i have to make my life complicated.
i think relationships are verrrrry complex, sophisticated, etc etc etc.. then there's the fear of accepting, fear of rejecting, fear of being dejected, fear of being mishandled, fear of being mistreated etc etc etc.. nope, didnt really go through 1 yet, not mature enough? sometimes i envy those in relationships, but i dont jump at the chance when 1 comes. dont feel like handling one right now, O's more important. furthermore, what if ure a guy, will you accept someone older than you, but like someone else at the same time? or if ure a girl and like someone (younger) than you but fear being rejected? or just cause you, a girl made the first move?
interesting how a relationships can screw up somebody eh. sometimes it feels good to be single and wanted. (:
i think i havent been a really good friend, i cant seem to trust, but somehow or rather i am trusted with secrets. ive been quite cold to certain people, have put up false fronts yadaa yadaa. MAN, I FEEL SO EMO.
what's up with crankiness? seems to be finding me quite frequently nowadays. not stress definitely, or maybe it is, but i dont feel the pinch. i need a life, some time to relax, and someone who i can spill everything to. but i cant seem to trust. ohwell.
i have a choice to live or die, be it young or old, be it happy or sad, be it stressful or stress free, ahfaoufhaoghaoduihgiuasogoiuwroeg. sometimes i dont even know what im writing or thinking. i can be really random, yet they may mean something.
i think ive been blabbering nonsense, or something close. i feel dog-tired. maybe all i really need is a good sleep.
p.s just ignore whatever's up there, i dont know what's wrong with me either.
D4 + The Teens + Ms Chua = Invincible :D
SOLO NEXT YEAR, WHEE
TAGREPLIES:
zhiyi: yeah, updated what, with 2 posts (:
ahmed: i think i really need to FREE MY MIND, too much crap inside / yeah the dream is significant though.
sabina: i mean i HELP u upload onto MY blog, at least it wont be compressed(: that creepy doll song we heard at the dance xplosion thing, at least my definition of creepy uh. / hahahahahhaha, i think i will be happiest if i can stop thinking(:
khoonhwa: yeah, so unexpected also. like im some emo kid
hazelll: i dont know? haha, they like me, for the wrong reasons lol.
lala: hey, you are?
jiayu: i hope i can not think too much too, sucks to be me :( dont worry la, im happy 90% of the time anyway haha. this is one of the 10% of my life
i feel guilty today, i accidentally spilled water on some guy's PSP, damn. of course he's gotta blow, but at least there's no uproar, his PSP is alright though, and he's good enough to let it go with a nvm gesture. naw, that's not wad made me cranky.
it's reflection of thoughts really, sometimes i think too much, sometimes i dont think at all, that's cause for worry. i feel that by adjoining choices, that dream and kiterunner, you would somehow understand my life. i should be blessed, but i dunno wad's with my train of thoughts, why i have to make my life complicated.
i think relationships are verrrrry complex, sophisticated, etc etc etc.. then there's the fear of accepting, fear of rejecting, fear of being dejected, fear of being mishandled, fear of being mistreated etc etc etc.. nope, didnt really go through 1 yet, not mature enough? sometimes i envy those in relationships, but i dont jump at the chance when 1 comes. dont feel like handling one right now, O's more important. furthermore, what if ure a guy, will you accept someone older than you, but like someone else at the same time? or if ure a girl and like someone (younger) than you but fear being rejected? or just cause you, a girl made the first move?
interesting how a relationships can screw up somebody eh. sometimes it feels good to be single and wanted. (:
i think i havent been a really good friend, i cant seem to trust, but somehow or rather i am trusted with secrets. ive been quite cold to certain people, have put up false fronts yadaa yadaa. MAN, I FEEL SO EMO.
what's up with crankiness? seems to be finding me quite frequently nowadays. not stress definitely, or maybe it is, but i dont feel the pinch. i need a life, some time to relax, and someone who i can spill everything to. but i cant seem to trust. ohwell.
i have a choice to live or die, be it young or old, be it happy or sad, be it stressful or stress free, ahfaoufhaoghaoduihgiuasogoiuwroeg. sometimes i dont even know what im writing or thinking. i can be really random, yet they may mean something.
i think ive been blabbering nonsense, or something close. i feel dog-tired. maybe all i really need is a good sleep.
p.s just ignore whatever's up there, i dont know what's wrong with me either.
D4 + The Teens + Ms Chua = Invincible :DSOLO NEXT YEAR, WHEE
TAGREPLIES:
zhiyi: yeah, updated what, with 2 posts (:
ahmed: i think i really need to FREE MY MIND, too much crap inside / yeah the dream is significant though.
sabina: i mean i HELP u upload onto MY blog, at least it wont be compressed(: that creepy doll song we heard at the dance xplosion thing, at least my definition of creepy uh. / hahahahahhaha, i think i will be happiest if i can stop thinking(:
khoonhwa: yeah, so unexpected also. like im some emo kid
hazelll: i dont know? haha, they like me, for the wrong reasons lol.
lala: hey, you are?
jiayu: i hope i can not think too much too, sucks to be me :( dont worry la, im happy 90% of the time anyway haha. this is one of the 10% of my life
Thursday, June 19, 2008
have you ever had a dream so tangible, so real, so sorrow, and that it perhaps reflects an aspect of your life, or part of your life which may occur or may not occur at all, that you shed tears for it? i just did.
i was out with my parents for dinner. simple 3-course kinda dinner, no big deal, more of a son-parents-harmony-dinner. i turned up really late after meeting a girl(dont ask, not the main point), i brought her with me. my parents relented, i could see it from their expressions. with an unfinished meal, me and her went to some bakery. due to insufficient money, i waited for my parents to come over, to sponsor me the money to buy, well, mooncakes? no they didnt oblige, i feel anguish. next moment i was inside a studyroom with them of course, with a heated argument over the 'mooncake issue' and many more, with me being dominant and all. this was no ordinary skirmish, i even called them 'useless parents' straight in their face, i wasnt reflective of what i'd just said. anger had clouded my conscience, there was no orientation of wrong or right. i had no idea how much it hurts, to see your beloved hurling accuse at you, even calling you 'useless' despite that undying love you'd shown. then, my mom gave me a cheque with a form(some form to travel to some places with some groups). this was supposed to be an expensive trip(they were rather poor in the dream?), similar to the NZ trip i had last year, and perhaps the most i've ever anticipated for. though unspoken, i knew that the accumulation for the money for ME was tough. things couldnt get any worse, my mother muttered something about 'useless', then wailed. I HEARD HER CRY, dad was tough, he was playing games(though he never does that in real life).. but i know it hurts, i just know it..
yes, this was the moment i woke up, and cried.. seriously, just cried.. not whimpering, not wailing, just crying..
i dont think this will ever happen, but it just reflects on how selfish i am, to always put my interests before theirs, like it was destined to be child over parents, eg money issues where i couldnt see their plight, yet at the same time demanding sthg which could worsen the current situation. which parent doesnt love their child? their flesh and blood? the least we can do is to show that we are not brought into this world for nothing, that their sacrifices are worth the effort, instead of a 'useless parent' kinda comment straight in their faces..
yeah this post is emo, bet most of us wont comprehend it either.. at least till you experienced it..
fyi, i havent cried since the death of my grandpa.
but no, i aint feeling distress over it, life goes on. so, everybody, TREAT YOUR LOVED ONES, ESP YOUR PARENTS BETTER (:
i was out with my parents for dinner. simple 3-course kinda dinner, no big deal, more of a son-parents-harmony-dinner. i turned up really late after meeting a girl(dont ask, not the main point), i brought her with me. my parents relented, i could see it from their expressions. with an unfinished meal, me and her went to some bakery. due to insufficient money, i waited for my parents to come over, to sponsor me the money to buy, well, mooncakes? no they didnt oblige, i feel anguish. next moment i was inside a studyroom with them of course, with a heated argument over the 'mooncake issue' and many more, with me being dominant and all. this was no ordinary skirmish, i even called them 'useless parents' straight in their face, i wasnt reflective of what i'd just said. anger had clouded my conscience, there was no orientation of wrong or right. i had no idea how much it hurts, to see your beloved hurling accuse at you, even calling you 'useless' despite that undying love you'd shown. then, my mom gave me a cheque with a form(some form to travel to some places with some groups). this was supposed to be an expensive trip(they were rather poor in the dream?), similar to the NZ trip i had last year, and perhaps the most i've ever anticipated for. though unspoken, i knew that the accumulation for the money for ME was tough. things couldnt get any worse, my mother muttered something about 'useless', then wailed. I HEARD HER CRY, dad was tough, he was playing games(though he never does that in real life).. but i know it hurts, i just know it..
yes, this was the moment i woke up, and cried.. seriously, just cried.. not whimpering, not wailing, just crying..
i dont think this will ever happen, but it just reflects on how selfish i am, to always put my interests before theirs, like it was destined to be child over parents, eg money issues where i couldnt see their plight, yet at the same time demanding sthg which could worsen the current situation. which parent doesnt love their child? their flesh and blood? the least we can do is to show that we are not brought into this world for nothing, that their sacrifices are worth the effort, instead of a 'useless parent' kinda comment straight in their faces..
yeah this post is emo, bet most of us wont comprehend it either.. at least till you experienced it..
fyi, i havent cried since the death of my grandpa.
but no, i aint feeling distress over it, life goes on. so, everybody, TREAT YOUR LOVED ONES, ESP YOUR PARENTS BETTER (:
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
nothing much to post..
so i shall do a this or that quiz(:
Myspace or Facebook? Myspace, facebook is so troublesome.
Shower or Bath? long relaxing bath
Nintendo DS or Gameboy? Xbox lol
House phone or Cell? cell, games and cam
Light blue or Dark blue? navy blue(:
Maths or Science? neither
Winter or Summer? summer
Circle or Square? lol..? circle
1 or 2? 1
TV or Radio? TV
Lake or Ocean? OCEAN, love the beach man
Eggs or Waffles? BOTH!
Simpsons or Family guy? Simpsons
PS2 or XBOX? Xbox
FOB or Cute is what we aim for? FOB
Nerd or Geek? neither
Digital cam or Normal cam? Digital, duh
Britney or Lindsay? Britney
X or O? XXX lol
Emo or Goth? neither
Dark or White chocolate? Milk chocolate with hazelnut (:
Football or Basketball? football
Hamster or Guinea Pig? Guinea pig
Dolphin or Whale? Dolphin
[ or (? [ looks more style lol
Blind or Deaf? neither
Yahoo or Hotmail? hotmail
Qns or Ans? both lol
Like or Love? Like then love
Making or Buying? buying if i have de cash
White or Black? both
MP3 or Ipod? my stone
AM or PM? both
A or Z? Z
Old or New? the new dont come if the old dont go(:
Friday or Saturday? friday, party night!
Tea or Coffee? neither
Blondes or Brunettes? Blondes
Footie or Rugby? footie
Blue or Red? blue!
Dancing or Singing? both
DVD or Cinema? Cinema
Trainers or Shoes? trainers
Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings? LOTR
Mercedes or Ferrari? Ferrari man, SPEEED
Briefs or Boxers? boxer briefs haha
Laptop or Computer? hmm laptop
MCDonalds or KFC? KFC
Smoking or No Smoking? nah
Messy Room or Clean Room? just a little messy, mostly clean(:
Hamburgers or Rootbeer? hamburgers
Spiked Hair or Flat Hair? Spiked
Guitar or Drums? Drums
Skateboard or bike? Bike
Matched Socks or Mismatch? matched
Talking To Much or Not Talking Enough? just enough
Rent a Film or Cinema? Cinema
Ice Cream or Chocolate? BOTH
Cats or Dogs? dogs
Wrong or Right? Right
50 Cent or Eminem? Eminem
Shorts or Jeans? depending
R&B or Urban? ..both
Hello or goodbye? HEY
Nike or Reebok? Nike, actually either is fine
Gold or silver? Gold
'if the world is holding you down, break away'
so i shall do a this or that quiz(:
Myspace or Facebook? Myspace, facebook is so troublesome.
Shower or Bath? long relaxing bath
Nintendo DS or Gameboy? Xbox lol
House phone or Cell? cell, games and cam
Light blue or Dark blue? navy blue(:
Maths or Science? neither
Winter or Summer? summer
Circle or Square? lol..? circle
1 or 2? 1
TV or Radio? TV
Lake or Ocean? OCEAN, love the beach man
Eggs or Waffles? BOTH!
Simpsons or Family guy? Simpsons
PS2 or XBOX? Xbox
FOB or Cute is what we aim for? FOB
Nerd or Geek? neither
Digital cam or Normal cam? Digital, duh
Britney or Lindsay? Britney
X or O? XXX lol
Emo or Goth? neither
Dark or White chocolate? Milk chocolate with hazelnut (:
Football or Basketball? football
Hamster or Guinea Pig? Guinea pig
Dolphin or Whale? Dolphin
[ or (? [ looks more style lol
Blind or Deaf? neither
Yahoo or Hotmail? hotmail
Qns or Ans? both lol
Like or Love? Like then love
Making or Buying? buying if i have de cash
White or Black? both
MP3 or Ipod? my stone
AM or PM? both
A or Z? Z
Old or New? the new dont come if the old dont go(:
Friday or Saturday? friday, party night!
Tea or Coffee? neither
Blondes or Brunettes? Blondes
Footie or Rugby? footie
Blue or Red? blue!
Dancing or Singing? both
DVD or Cinema? Cinema
Trainers or Shoes? trainers
Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings? LOTR
Mercedes or Ferrari? Ferrari man, SPEEED
Briefs or Boxers? boxer briefs haha
Laptop or Computer? hmm laptop
MCDonalds or KFC? KFC
Smoking or No Smoking? nah
Messy Room or Clean Room? just a little messy, mostly clean(:
Hamburgers or Rootbeer? hamburgers
Spiked Hair or Flat Hair? Spiked
Guitar or Drums? Drums
Skateboard or bike? Bike
Matched Socks or Mismatch? matched
Talking To Much or Not Talking Enough? just enough
Rent a Film or Cinema? Cinema
Ice Cream or Chocolate? BOTH
Cats or Dogs? dogs
Wrong or Right? Right
50 Cent or Eminem? Eminem
Shorts or Jeans? depending
R&B or Urban? ..both
Hello or goodbye? HEY
Nike or Reebok? Nike, actually either is fine
Gold or silver? Gold
'if the world is holding you down, break away'
Sunday, May 25, 2008
I FEEL LIKE DANCING.
just feeling groovy man~
it feels good 'cuz ive completed 90% of the dance already!
my hands ached from that stupid 8X(i-dunno-how-many-bars)X2chorus choruses of the song.
my head throbbed from hearing that xxx track01.
ohwelll.
basically thats my life for today (:
i wanna meet FRANKIE SANDFORD man, she's hawtttt.
anyway, COME SUPPORT D4 AT NAFA ON 21stJUNE. 12BUCKS PER TIX ONLY
730PM. TIX SALES ARE HOT ON DEMAND.
the competition's edging nearer, i feel like a star already.
woot, i should divert course.
celeb's/luxury life aint that bad(:
it's just the way you look tonight. i was blown away.
just feeling groovy man~
it feels good 'cuz ive completed 90% of the dance already!
my hands ached from that stupid 8X(i-dunno-how-many-bars)X2chorus choruses of the song.
my head throbbed from hearing that xxx track01.
ohwelll.
basically thats my life for today (:
i wanna meet FRANKIE SANDFORD man, she's hawtttt.
anyway, COME SUPPORT D4 AT NAFA ON 21stJUNE. 12BUCKS PER TIX ONLY
730PM. TIX SALES ARE HOT ON DEMAND.
the competition's edging nearer, i feel like a star already.
woot, i should divert course.
celeb's/luxury life aint that bad(:
it's just the way you look tonight. i was blown away.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
i'm finally back
yeah.
firstly im gonna say that i found a new interest:
dancing.
lol.
not DDR, that's already well, rather mastered.
in fact, some really cool dance by SC8.
learnt about 60% of the moves alr, that's an accomplishment.
right, so back to life.
had another electone showcase performance.
was supposed to be the most explosive, dramatic want, but it went out of hand.
haha, the electric guitar became piano suddenly xD
but nevertheless, my ending was stylo.
everybody said that, my winning move was superb, COOL.
wore shirt and styled a bit, and that impressed somebody.
haha, handsome eh.
no pictures though, move along..
went to EXPO for popular, adidas and food fair with GN after that.
the placed was packed like sardines man, even had to queue to get in some sectors(heh, played too much doom).
took a little too many samples (:
so my dinner was settled.
we're not cheapos though, we bought around 8+ bucks worth of food too.
popcorn chickens, drinks, jellies, chocolate waffles etc.
indeed it's called POPULAR for a reason, the people are chock-a-block everywhere.
saw this reallly interesting personality-trivial-kinda book.
according to the book, i oughta be a moviestar, cheerleader, etc..
celebrity related. cool eh.
pilot & millionaire too.
im also the extreme extremist, over-optimistic, non-rule-follower etc..
in short party-freak.
im still thinking about the black dog.
inside joke la.
i will also blog about this adventurous yet comical day:
last sunday.
went to henderson's wave.
view was fantastic, panoramic view.
trekked ahead till we reached the canopy walk..
and alexandra's arch.
then, the best part.
we got LOST!
we cant find the car anywhere, mum got so friggin pissed off.
haha, we took the bus, then ended up at the wrong side of the town.
we strolled and strolled and ended up nowhere.
in the end we walked back up the wave and got back to the car after approximately 3hours later.
whoo.
anyway i think this is sweet.
yeah, that's my pop and mom.
and that is how high we were at. altitude.
a random realllly atmospheric picture.
Random Song: Here I Am - Marion Raven.
~i believe im sleeping with the ghost of you and me
yeah.
firstly im gonna say that i found a new interest:
dancing.
lol.
not DDR, that's already well, rather mastered.
in fact, some really cool dance by SC8.
learnt about 60% of the moves alr, that's an accomplishment.
right, so back to life.
had another electone showcase performance.
was supposed to be the most explosive, dramatic want, but it went out of hand.
haha, the electric guitar became piano suddenly xD
but nevertheless, my ending was stylo.
everybody said that, my winning move was superb, COOL.
wore shirt and styled a bit, and that impressed somebody.
haha, handsome eh.
no pictures though, move along..
went to EXPO for popular, adidas and food fair with GN after that.
the placed was packed like sardines man, even had to queue to get in some sectors(heh, played too much doom).
took a little too many samples (:
so my dinner was settled.
we're not cheapos though, we bought around 8+ bucks worth of food too.
popcorn chickens, drinks, jellies, chocolate waffles etc.
indeed it's called POPULAR for a reason, the people are chock-a-block everywhere.
saw this reallly interesting personality-trivial-kinda book.
according to the book, i oughta be a moviestar, cheerleader, etc..
celebrity related. cool eh.
pilot & millionaire too.
im also the extreme extremist, over-optimistic, non-rule-follower etc..
in short party-freak.
im still thinking about the black dog.
inside joke la.
i will also blog about this adventurous yet comical day:
last sunday.
went to henderson's wave.
view was fantastic, panoramic view.
trekked ahead till we reached the canopy walk..
and alexandra's arch.
then, the best part.we got LOST!
we cant find the car anywhere, mum got so friggin pissed off.
haha, we took the bus, then ended up at the wrong side of the town.
we strolled and strolled and ended up nowhere.
in the end we walked back up the wave and got back to the car after approximately 3hours later.
whoo.
anyway i think this is sweet.
yeah, that's my pop and mom.
and that is how high we were at. altitude.a random realllly atmospheric picture.
Random Song: Here I Am - Marion Raven.~i believe im sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Monday, May 12, 2008
let the pictures do all the talking~
THE MUTTONS! and we 'appeared' LIVE on 987FM too!
anyway, we were at Raffles City, getting complementary mum's day flowers
Then to the FLYER, it's humongous.
It's really a pretty sight at night.
END OF FRIDAY
NewYorkSuperFudgeChunk!
i finally posted a picture of ZHIYI, haha.
funniest thing ive heard in a while from muttons:
YOU'RE SO FLAT THAT THE CLICK 5 SANG ABOUT YOUR BRA, 'IT'S EMPTY~'
RANDOM SONG: David Cook- Always Be My Baby
relive the memories~
THE MUTTONS! and we 'appeared' LIVE on 987FM too!anyway, we were at Raffles City, getting complementary mum's day flowers
Then to the FLYER, it's humongous.
It's really a pretty sight at night.END OF FRIDAY
Saturday - HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! Celebrated at some cheena restaurant. usual cost, 100+, gave the best present ever, BOX OF POTATO CHIPS, PRAWN CRACKERS, PEANUTS etc. lol~ (not cheapskate, it cost more than 10 overall)
Sunday - nothing much, just had overdose of donuts from QUEENS CONFECTIONERY. got my M2 1Gb card finally.
Monday - Paper2 for Emaths, i think it's aite, except for the fact that i mess up (n-2)(180) with (n-1)(90). crap. ohwell. messing around in TM after sch with Ashley, Yanen, LW is pretty fun man. haha.
anyway, happy birthday(belated or whatsoever) to
Brenda Chong,
Joanne Chen,
Siti Khairunnisa,
DAD,
MUM.
anybody else?
sorry if i missed out any.
HAPPY MUM'S DAY TOO!
MCGRIDDLE'S NOT THAT NICE.
SHASHLIK CHICKEN.
Caviar with egg, some mexican food
Sunday - nothing much, just had overdose of donuts from QUEENS CONFECTIONERY. got my M2 1Gb card finally.
Monday - Paper2 for Emaths, i think it's aite, except for the fact that i mess up (n-2)(180) with (n-1)(90). crap. ohwell. messing around in TM after sch with Ashley, Yanen, LW is pretty fun man. haha.
anyway, happy birthday(belated or whatsoever) to
Brenda Chong,
Joanne Chen,
Siti Khairunnisa,
DAD,
MUM.
anybody else?
sorry if i missed out any.
HAPPY MUM'S DAY TOO!
MCGRIDDLE'S NOT THAT NICE.
SHASHLIK CHICKEN.
Caviar with egg, some mexican food
NewYorkSuperFudgeChunk!
i finally posted a picture of ZHIYI, haha.funniest thing ive heard in a while from muttons:
YOU'RE SO FLAT THAT THE CLICK 5 SANG ABOUT YOUR BRA, 'IT'S EMPTY~'
RANDOM SONG: David Cook- Always Be My Baby
relive the memories~
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Reflection?
i dont know why i have this compulsion to blog, though it's the exam period.
crap.
ohwell.
i shan't talk about the exams, only 1 sucked so far.
so far so good, still rather appeased with the papers so far.
i feel like reviewing this 1 article i came upon a few days back.
1 about a woman in her late 50s who complained about a mute and deaf male cleaner in the female toilet. she wrote this shocking incident to the the straits time(or newpaper) then lodged a police report just because she saw the male cleaner cleaning the female toilet. she claimed that there was no sign outside the female toilet indicating 'cleaning in process' and further accused the cleaner of not performing his duty simply cuz he didnt possess any tools for cleaning/maintenance at the period of time she was in the toilet. in fact, he was just checking the current condition of the toiletbowls, before doing a thorough fix and did put a sign indicating 'cleaning in process', which mystically disappeared. that was the synopsis anyway. often, i see female cleaners in male toilets, yet no males ever resented, or do they? but nobody ever blew up the matter or lodge a complain. no, not so petty as yet. shouldn't the guys be more mindful about a female cleaner in the toilet, since mostly we use the urinals, thus there would be less privacy. isnt it equivalent to having surveilliance while peeing or just 'providing a free show'? if anybody wishes to use the excuse of gender difference, then isnt it gender discrimination? males and females both deserve privacy, it doesnt mean that 1 deserves lesser, equality in sexes, isnt it? the damn woman is just overly-sensitive man. he's just a mere cleaner, furthermore, he is disabled. she could just be more vigilant. she was inside a cubicle that has a door. she wasnt exposed, stark naked. he neither peek, nor cast a glance at her. she could have just suggested that male cleaners should stick to the original male toilets, and vice versa for female cleaners. it would have made her life more gaily. is there a need to write to the newspapers? or even lodge a police report? did she want the disabled person to get arrested for harrassing her? come on, be more realistic man. and to the woman, you are 50+ man, reflect a little, i'm sure you're wise enough. i betcha the man aint interested in you anyway.
Singaporeans are complaining all for the wrong reasons. we are obsessed with the fact that 'customers are always right.' there is no room for mistakes. adults are overly conservative. even words like 'damn', 'shit', etc are censored, and they are not even close to the word 'fuck'. It's not as if a child will pick up the word as long as he/she heard it once on the radio. With good parental guidance, he/she can pick up the word at a tender age, but learn not to use it. Though it's almost not practical as even a five year old can describe 'sex' as effortlessly as though lifting a finger now, it's still worth a try. i will definitely not lie to my son about the explanation of 'fuck' if he asks, it's a way of life, face it. thanks to globalisation? thats not the point.
look at that. it proves my point. Singapore is definitely picking up, hastening, improving in terms of technology and lifestyle. but i can ascertain that we are backwards in attitudes, being kpo for instance, or my previous points, adamant with the 'customers always right' classy attitudes, conservative, kiasu etc. we should just learn to be gratified man.
anyway i heard some interesting things recently.
men are from earth, women are from earth, deal with it.
what's a synonym for thesaurus?
what's a synonym for synonym?
define definition.
i wanna try the new mcgriddles man, looks yummy. ohwell.
i aint so perfect myself, but cant Singaporeans not be so typical?
that was not an emo post.
'simplicity is the key to life'
i dont know why i have this compulsion to blog, though it's the exam period.
crap.
ohwell.
i shan't talk about the exams, only 1 sucked so far.
so far so good, still rather appeased with the papers so far.
i feel like reviewing this 1 article i came upon a few days back.
1 about a woman in her late 50s who complained about a mute and deaf male cleaner in the female toilet. she wrote this shocking incident to the the straits time(or newpaper) then lodged a police report just because she saw the male cleaner cleaning the female toilet. she claimed that there was no sign outside the female toilet indicating 'cleaning in process' and further accused the cleaner of not performing his duty simply cuz he didnt possess any tools for cleaning/maintenance at the period of time she was in the toilet. in fact, he was just checking the current condition of the toiletbowls, before doing a thorough fix and did put a sign indicating 'cleaning in process', which mystically disappeared. that was the synopsis anyway. often, i see female cleaners in male toilets, yet no males ever resented, or do they? but nobody ever blew up the matter or lodge a complain. no, not so petty as yet. shouldn't the guys be more mindful about a female cleaner in the toilet, since mostly we use the urinals, thus there would be less privacy. isnt it equivalent to having surveilliance while peeing or just 'providing a free show'? if anybody wishes to use the excuse of gender difference, then isnt it gender discrimination? males and females both deserve privacy, it doesnt mean that 1 deserves lesser, equality in sexes, isnt it? the damn woman is just overly-sensitive man. he's just a mere cleaner, furthermore, he is disabled. she could just be more vigilant. she was inside a cubicle that has a door. she wasnt exposed, stark naked. he neither peek, nor cast a glance at her. she could have just suggested that male cleaners should stick to the original male toilets, and vice versa for female cleaners. it would have made her life more gaily. is there a need to write to the newspapers? or even lodge a police report? did she want the disabled person to get arrested for harrassing her? come on, be more realistic man. and to the woman, you are 50+ man, reflect a little, i'm sure you're wise enough. i betcha the man aint interested in you anyway.
Singaporeans are complaining all for the wrong reasons. we are obsessed with the fact that 'customers are always right.' there is no room for mistakes. adults are overly conservative. even words like 'damn', 'shit', etc are censored, and they are not even close to the word 'fuck'. It's not as if a child will pick up the word as long as he/she heard it once on the radio. With good parental guidance, he/she can pick up the word at a tender age, but learn not to use it. Though it's almost not practical as even a five year old can describe 'sex' as effortlessly as though lifting a finger now, it's still worth a try. i will definitely not lie to my son about the explanation of 'fuck' if he asks, it's a way of life, face it. thanks to globalisation? thats not the point.
look at that. it proves my point. Singapore is definitely picking up, hastening, improving in terms of technology and lifestyle. but i can ascertain that we are backwards in attitudes, being kpo for instance, or my previous points, adamant with the 'customers always right' classy attitudes, conservative, kiasu etc. we should just learn to be gratified man.
anyway i heard some interesting things recently.
men are from earth, women are from earth, deal with it.
what's a synonym for thesaurus?
what's a synonym for synonym?
define definition.
i wanna try the new mcgriddles man, looks yummy. ohwell.
i aint so perfect myself, but cant Singaporeans not be so typical?
that was not an emo post.
'simplicity is the key to life'
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