sigh, i think ive hurt somebody today.

the feeling sucks, but i cant help it.

its a matter of choice and i made it.

could have hold it longer, but i was too rash.

its my fault.

fuck

I havent blogged for so long.

I found someone real nice, we had a reallllly great time :)

dont ask who, im not telling.

anyway, went sentosa with half de class somewhere back last week

lazy to upload anymore.

there are some sexy shots too heh.

and i crave for some apple strudel.

OMGGGGG.

moin moin!

im dedicating this post to somebody who earned my utmost respect.
he wasnt somebody outstanding,
nor well-liked(at least that was the impression he gave me)
nor gifted,
but he tries really hard to make something out of what he has,
even if its thru giving material goods.
he does not discriminate,
he tries hard to communicate, not in vain but not to all avail too.
he knew that his class isnt de best,
perhaps he wasnt mr popular in class,
but he has the heart to just purchase something for the class,
so that they wouldnt slp thru lectures.
the cost was nothing, it wasnt even taken into consideration.
his birthday wasnt spent in the best manner like many would,
it wasnt full of anticipation, for his family didnt really celebrate it.
his satisfaction was when we ate with him,
he was welcomed to the idea of treating us something rather pricey,
to be dejected, as we felt guilty.
he speaks honestly, and is willing to share what he knows,
in no way arrogant.

he does not need to be identified, but if he chanced upon this, im sure he knows.
great chap, i salute u :)
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as for myself, nothing much, as usual
mundane routine,
im neither living in a bed of roses, nor going up a rocky jagged path.
meh!