i realised i have 99 posts now, 1 more from my antipicipated 100. now it didnt really matter anymore, guess i lost that excitement along the way

I havent been on here for a long time but i realised this is prolly my place of solace. talking about stuff with people isnt exactly feasible since i will just ramble on.

i havent been a very nice person all these while, and it was reflected by people's obvious reactions. sometimes it can be considered a blessing in disguise, otherwise, it's just pile and pile of crap.

its a dilemma most of the time
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